Im so fucking pathetic its been months she said she doesnt have any feeling for me anymore and im still suffering for her while she doesnt give one shit about me anymore, shes just enjoying life talking to other guys while im here suffering, i just want to fucking die
Brother I feel you.
This maybe one of those things that never goes away.
Exes can make your life hell and they don't even mean to.
I know guys and girls who are tearing them self apart over exes even years after they have gone their separate ways.
Brother I know its not maybe what you want to hear but let her go.
Love her by all means but not at the expense of yourself. Have love and be kind but this also means to yourself.
Sorry brother I don't usually give advice so please feel free to ignore me its cool, just I feel this like others, and like others I'm trying to make peace with it too.
Love and respect to you brother
DBD