I feel like every time my situation gets better, I somehow find a way to mess everything up, even though I am trying my hardest to make the best out of it. Now I feel a bit better but I am still scared of what the future will be like and what lies ahead. This is the only place I talk about suicide and I'm thinking maybe I should tell someone in real life how I'm really feeling, but I am afraid I will be judged, because I have little people who I can trust. I'm stuck.
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Maybe I should accept that I have nobody and that I will never be happy
I decided I am not telling anybody
Are you sure? Well if you want to talk about it, I completely understand what you're going through and you can message me whenever the feelings/thoughts get a little overwhelming, okay? Good luck. Also, I think you might find your happiness. With some of us, it just takes a while and a lot of hard work, sweat and blood basically before we even get to feel it.
