I'm so lonely

[dandan]

What can I do, I realize I'm So lonely haven't got friends :(

 

[FreedomInDeath]

I am as well. I have no idea how people live like this it is literally killing me, not trying to be dramatic. I am sorry for you.

 

[Blutsager]

Hello friends,

I am sad to hear both of you are suffering.
I would like to start by addressing @FreedomInDeath : Don't worry, my friend, about being dramatic. This is a page that focuses on discussing the hardest and most complex decision you may make on your life; when to end it. As such, I don't think anything you say may be considered ovedramatic.

As for your loneliness, it is perfectly understandable. But know that even under this circumstances, there is no reason for any of you to be alone.
Just here alone, you have access to a chat section, where you can talk with others, in hopes of "clicking" with someone, getting hooked up in a conversation with someone and enjoy a good time.

And beyond this... you are surrounded by the massive expanse of the internet my friends. Discord, Twitch, so many multiplayer games to play, perhaps playing tabletop games in places like RollD20, and so on and on and on.

So many places to meet people and share. From places where anything is discussed to niche communities to discuss your particular tastes with others. And who knows, perhaps pick a few new tastes!. This wouldn't be a bad time for you to pick a new game to play, learn a new craft, practice a new art, and share it, and talk about it.

For the time being, PM me if you can't find anyone else to talk with. I may invite you into Discord and perhaps we may try to pick it up from there.

Best of luck my friends. May your life be as long as you desire, and your demise as peaceful as you deserve it to be.

 

[Mistake of Nature]

Me too...I thought I would've gotten used to being alone by now, but it still hurts :(

 

[Blutsager]

Me too...I thought I would've gotten used to being alone by now, but it still hurts :(

Twombly, know that the comment I have written above may as well apply to you too. Feel free to PM me, we may start talking from there and perhaps go into discord. We may talk 1-on-1 there and if you guys agree end up on a group chat. We'll see how it goes.

DanDan, in case you felt I was leaving you out, feel free to PM me too.

 

[almaranthine]

Same here. No one to talk to. No one to even realistically imagine myself with. But of course, I still have dreams... can't control the subconscious mind. Hurts to wake up after those.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Same here, i like being alone, but not lonely. I connect very easily, talk easy, but the last few weeks I seem to scare people away by being me. And not only strangers online, but irl to. I hate im starting to doubt myself about that.

 

[Blutsager]

Same here. No one to talk to. No one to even realistically imagine myself with. But of course, I still have dreams... can't control the subconscious mind. Hurts to wake up after those.

Indeed, hope may be a bliss as much as it is a curse.
I've been in somewhat of a middle ground lately... been becoming somewhat optimistic in the last few days, but also reminding myself that should the worse come, I always have my freedom to choose. To take the SN. To jump. To hang myself.

Right now? I am trying to live one day at a time.

Same here, i like being alone, but not lonely. I connect very easily, talk easy, but the last few weeks I seem to scare people away by being me. And not only strangers online, but irl to. I hate im starting to doubt myself about that.

Don't. No reason for you to doubt yourself. No one is meant to connect with everyone. No one can be friends with everybody. You'll find people who you can connect with, and those who you cant.


To both of you, my PM is open. I think this may end up in a group chat on discord, with some luck we may find ways to share and cheer each other up, if you feel like it.

Best of luck, my friends.

 

[itsallover]

All my supposed friends left me when I got sick. I feel you.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I'd like to chat, but i can't do that in a group. My head can't deal with to many "voices" at the same time anymore

 

[Blutsager]

I'd like to chat, but i can't do that in a group. My head can't deal with to many "voices" at the same time anymore

It is okay my friend. If you prefer, we can always keep it on a 1 on 1. Perhaps go on from there, or not. Feel free to contact me at any time.

 

[Marktheghost]

What's Discord?

 

[Blutsager]

What's Discord?

Hello friend.

Discord is a chatting program and browser application. You can either access it via it's webpage on your PC, download the program on your computer, or the app on your phone. Either way, Discord allows you to join a million different servers, both huge with thousands of users and smalls with hundreds or dozens of people there. Communities that may go from chill servers to servers dedicated to certain games or topics. And also, you may chat with individual users in private conversations. It has other features such as voice-chat, it can connect with your steam account and spotify to share what you are doing, and streaming features.

For what I am talking here, I merely wanna use it for chatting since chatting is more comfortable than PMs, it is more fluid to have a conversation.

 

[Woodnote]

Same here.. I'm insanely lonely. :(

 

[Blutsager]

Same here.. I'm insanely lonely. :(

I am sorry to hear that, friend. Would you wanna talk?

 

[Shamana]

I'm open to PM messages and skype talk. I'm not going to offer encouragement or advice to commit suicide though.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I think Discord sucks...

 

[Final Escape]

What can I do, I realize I'm So lonely haven't got friends :(

I'm in the same boat. I wish I had kept my cat. Huge regret giving him away now. I met a guy out here already so I can see him sometimes, but he lives in the next town over so that might become an issue at some point.

I think Discord sucks...

Me too I tried to get into it but it's no substitute for real human interaction.

 

[dandan]

Me too I tried to get into it but it's no substitute for real human interaction.

Exactly, even if it's on the phone
Plus I have a story, I met a great girl when I was recovering from 20 years depression
So she asked me if I could commit
I said no, and today I regret it so bad, she was unique and of my liking
Damm
Damm depression, even when gone I still suffer the consequences

When am I going to feel ready for a couple commitment?
First I need my job skills straight
I didn't wanted to commit to a girl when my job is so fragile :(

 

[mediocre]

I understand I have been alone practically all my life even when I was a child I felt very alone. I had people I hung about with in school but they were never my friends. They were like the people nobody else wanted to be friends with so we all just sort of hung around each other. When you haven't got any friends or a partner what is the point of life? I really believe people find purpose in life when they have others to live for. I only live now for my immediate family otherwise I'd definitely be dead.

 

[dandan]

After being a loner it's not easy to create bonds with other people, meaningful bond. I'm kinda cute, some girls liked me, a small amount just fucked me, and I wasn't good in bed, damm, but a bond with somebody , damm more than a decade that I have not . No friends , well I had one but he is not even answering now . I have another friend but distant.. and many other but we dont call, just had a youth together and life long friends

Whatever, I'm okay today and I'll be tomorrow

 

[William Barker]

I'll be your friend

 

[coreofanapple]

Haha, see it's good advice to suggest things like discord but I feel like anytime I join something, people know instinctively that they shouldn't talk to me; I don't deserve interaction and it's not worth it to bother with me. I know how awful I sound but it's just like that for me.