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mistymoo
Im going to be apart of the 27 club
- May 30, 2024
- 104
I'm so sick of living like this. I don't have any friends anymore. I used to always have a huge friend group and at least SOMEONE who cared but now there's no one. I ruined my whole fucking life and I don't know how to cope. Usually I'd just take some extra sleeping meds and sleep for 12 - 20 hrs but it's not working anymore. I'm becoming an insomniac and it's not fucking fair.
I KNOW i can make a difference in this world and help others but when do I get the love and help I give others. My heart hurts so much. At this point I don't think it's fair to stay alive to help others when it's only hurting me. Hell, im scared shitless to get close to anyone else. I long to be loved again. I wish I could have a hug and be told what to do or shown a future where I'm truly happy
I KNOW i can make a difference in this world and help others but when do I get the love and help I give others. My heart hurts so much. At this point I don't think it's fair to stay alive to help others when it's only hurting me. Hell, im scared shitless to get close to anyone else. I long to be loved again. I wish I could have a hug and be told what to do or shown a future where I'm truly happy