Discussion I’m so fucking done

[lifewasawillowtv]

Surprise surprise, another failed attempt. Who could have guessed it. Tried to ctb with CO method, absolutely nothing happened, I got a slight headache (if I can even call it that) for about 10 seconds and that's it. I've failed partial hanging. I can't access SN or firearms because the UK is the shittiest country on earth. I felt so peaceful knowing I was about to pass but it didn't even work. I don't even know what to do anymore, nothing is working and I'm done. I'd put a plastic bag over my head and end it if it wasn't for SI. Fuck this.

 

[PrettyPotato]

Surprise surprise, another failed attempt. Who could have guessed it. Tried to ctb with CO method, absolutely nothing happened, I got a slight headache (if I can even call it that) for about 10 seconds and that's it. I've failed partial hanging. I can't access SN or firearms because the UK is the shittiest country on earth. I felt so peaceful knowing I was about to pass but it didn't even work. I don't even know what to do anymore, nothing is working and I'm done. I'd put a plastic bag over my head and end it if it wasn't for SI. Fuck this.

Sorry to hear things didn't work out as planned for you :(
Any thoughts on why the CO approach didn't work? From reading other postings about it, there does seem to be a bit of a knack to getting the room sealed, and the correct time to bring the ashen coals into the room.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also feel trapped here, it disgusts me how we exist in such an anti-suicide society. I really wish there's an accessible, guaranteed way to just die in peace, it's horrible how many humans wish to purposely make it so difficult for us to die.