Im so down i really want to follow thriugh witwith it

[Tintypographer]

Im so doen. I read stuff on fix the26 and its so full of hate. I have a job and nothing but people begging for menial tasks to be done. i havpe a family anthey do nothing but createdrama. I go from 5 am every morning untilmidnight and i never have a break. Im so tired of life and i dont matyer.

 

[mick1234]

I'm with u on that feeling of being down and wanting to follow through. Part of me is scared but part of me is sick of living. Part of me just genuinely doesn't want to continue the journey anymore. Part of me doesn't want to cause additional pain which is associated with suicides. Part of me wants to get it over with. Part of me doesn't care because this earth brings me too much mental pain And I never asked to live or to be born.

until I die I will continue a hard fight. But truth is I have no reason. No purpose. I have a great job and make great money and love my job. Only problem is my job is all I got. I got no life. No purpose.

just want out