Martyn
Smithy
- Feb 14, 2019
- 82
I have tried so hard to make life work but I can't I'm so sad I want to be dead I hate life
I feel the same. I am listening to Michael Dorman's song called "by the Way? from Amazon Primes Patriot" show. One of the lines say: "I would trade my soul for anyone on the train." I see people in the news, on the streets, on the internet, and think, and I know it is not rational, but I think, I would rather be them then me. I have suffered total financial ruin from the COVID virus. I run a small business, and have not heard back from the SBA on the PPP program or their other programs. Every day, more debt. I really feel like a failure in life. On top of that, I have depression. A song that does give me hope is REM's everybody hurts.I have tried so hard to make life work but I can't I'm so sad I want to be dead I hate life
Thinng should be fine.
Are we the same person?Thank you all for replying this is like a family this site . I have been in and out of mental health hospital for years in the uk they never helped I think it's all a waste of time I tried so hard to enjoy life but always something would push me back I have bpd so I can't even keep a relationship everyone treats me like a baby even though I'm 30 nobody understands how I struggle to live . I've giving life every opportunity to make me want to stay and it's always failed now it's my time to go even though I don't really want to life is draining
how did you come up with that conclusion without knowing op's situation?
Sorry my friend, I feel you. I can relate. I feel the same.I have tried so hard to make life work but I can't I'm so sad I want to be dead I hate life
Evry1 hs prob n evn i am walking on fire evry sec, bt as human we shld always have hope and do things to make it wrk and try to make things fine and if anyone wants to share i am always here to hear and help.