Toonloon
Experienced
- Nov 17, 2020
- 253
I'm so fucking alone. Nobody cares about me. I'm literally watching a documentary about suicide in my living room right now. I'm hiding tears. I'm just so fucking depressed.
Nobody in my house Knows how depressed I really am. My fucking asshole brother is in therapy too. He's the type of asshole who tells everyone in the family how he feels. And let's us know he's in therapy.
I've been in therapy on and off 4 years. Nobody knows. I have attempted ctb over a dozen times. Nobody ever knew.
My stomach is full of scars from cutting myself. Guys think it's from having a baby but NOPE. They are from broken glass and knives.
This documentary is literally me as a kid. It's called Boy Interrupted.
It's shining light on how some people are just born suicidal.
Some kids really just want to die.
For no reason. It's just biology.
I'm literally ranting like a loon.
I'm just so fucking alone and miserable. I want to die.
Nobody in my house Knows how depressed I really am. My fucking asshole brother is in therapy too. He's the type of asshole who tells everyone in the family how he feels. And let's us know he's in therapy.
I've been in therapy on and off 4 years. Nobody knows. I have attempted ctb over a dozen times. Nobody ever knew.
My stomach is full of scars from cutting myself. Guys think it's from having a baby but NOPE. They are from broken glass and knives.
This documentary is literally me as a kid. It's called Boy Interrupted.
It's shining light on how some people are just born suicidal.
Some kids really just want to die.
For no reason. It's just biology.
I'm literally ranting like a loon.
I'm just so fucking alone and miserable. I want to die.