I’m scared

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i want to cbt later today but I'm scared of failing because if I fail I'm going to have to go to a mental hospital or have si kick In and stop me scared of that but not to actually ctb it's odd I'll be hanging myself with full suspension

 

[k7654321]

i feel completely the same. it is so hard to make a choice when the consequence of failing are so terrible

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really so horrible how trying to die can go wrong, I despise how we cannot just easily leave this world in peace without risks, it's beyond cruel. But anyway I wish you the best and I hope you find the freedom you search for.