Help I’m scared to die but I can’t do this anymore

[Abaigh]

I am not actively planning but I am so close to just doing it. Everything is so hard I don't know what to do. I have lost all my friends they don't want to talk to me anymore because my metal health is top bad and I'm too stressful that they don't glean to deal with it.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Hello Love,
I totally understand what ur going thru.it's a lonely walk...Is there a therapist or counselor that u can visit? If u ever need to talk, I/we am/are here. I know how painful it is to be going thru so many emotions n no one to talk to.That is where I am now, before I joined this site today..Sending u Love n peace

 

[Flippy]

I am not actively planning but I am so close to just doing it. Everything is so hard I don't know what to do. I have lost all my friends they don't want to talk to me anymore because my metal health is top bad and I'm too stressful that they don't glean to deal with it.

Well people are generally friendly around here. I know it's not the same as having friends in real life but people on these forums don't tend to be judgemental. Maybe you can vent and get a few things off your chest here. It's bad that people are treating you like you are causing them stress, it's not your fault you are just feeling down and it perfectly normal to share what is going on with your friends. Sadly people who are well don't or can't understand what you are going through it distracts them from whatever has their attention. So I suggest venting on here and you might find that the negative stuff isn't on your mind next time you are in a social situation. It shouldn't be that way, I know, but some people can't imagine what it's like. :-/

 

[Abaigh]

Well people are generally friendly around here. I know it's not the same as having friends in real life but people on these forums don't tend to be judgemental. Maybe you can vent and get a few things off your chest here. It's bad that people are treating you like you are causing them stress, it's not your fault you are just feeling down and it perfectly normal to share what is going on with your friends. Sadly people who are well don't or can't understand what you are going through it distracts them from whatever has their attention. So I suggest venting on here and you might find that the negative stuff isn't on your mind next time you are in a social situation. It shouldn't be that way, I know, but some people can't imagine what it's like. :-/

Thank you so much.

Hello Love,
I totally understand what ur going thru.it's a lonely walk...Is there a therapist or counselor that u can visit? If u ever need to talk, I/we am/are here. I know how painful it is to be going thru so many emotions n no one to talk to.That is where I am now, before I joined this site today..Sending u Love n peace

Thank you I really appreciate it and I am in counselling and on medication but I just find it hard to talk to her it dosent help.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Thank you so much.

Thank you I really appreciate it and I am in counselling and on medication but I just find it hard to talk to her it dosent help.

OK so don't b afraid to find another therapist/counselor/pastor to talk to..I visited a therapist but didn't feel like it was a good fit for me.it often takes visits to a few diff ones to see how u "gel" n feel comfy with..keep searching. He/she is not the only one..Plz keep us posted

 

[Whynot32]

It is ok to be scared, this a what we call SI (survival instinct). You are not alone and only you can deicide the right outcome for yourself. Wether you are here purely to vent (where here to listen), need comfort in knowing you are not alone (we all feel this way, while you yourself go through your own unique struggle, we want to understand), want to recover from suicidal ideation or are looking at methods that best work for you.

This community loves you and we are here for you regardless of your choices in life and no matter what you are going through. We are here, we do our best to understand. My best advice is too VENT.

 

[Ghost2211]

You have us to talk to now. You're not alone.

 

[Abaigh]

It is ok to be scared, this a what we call SI (survival instinct). You are not alone and only you can deicide the right outcome for yourself. Wether you are here purely to vent (where here to listen), need comfort in knowing you are not alone (we all feel this way, while you yourself go through your own unique struggle, we want to understand), want to recover from suicidal ideation or are looking at methods that best work for you.

This community loves you and we are here for you regardless of your choices in life and no matter what you are going through. We are here, we do our best to understand. My best advice is too VENT.

Thank you.

You have us to talk to now. You're not alone.

Thank you I appreciate it.