I'm scared of SN please help

[NothingElseMatters]

a lot fo suicides by sn, and everytime it happens differently, I'm scared after I take it, it gets out of hand. I know it sounds stupid but that's one concern I have.

 

[Into The Void]

A short and a long acting benzo will give almost every lethal drug peacefulness because one would be asleep once the lethal drug takes effect.

 

[aminend]

All of us have this feeling. The only solution is not to think about what is happening

 

[gus.nixon]

I hear where you're coming from, my friend. My choice is also SN and it scares the shit out of me, but I choose it anyway. I do hear horror stories, but for every bad SN story, I read 20 or more positive ones. The way I see it, even if the dying process last a few hours, it's still much better than the lifetime of pain I've endured in this life. I wish you peace in your journey.

 

[Symbiote]

From an SN survivor, I'd do it again when the time is right again.

 

[ZardozOmega]

I'm a bit scared too

 

[TessB]

I hate the idea of the racing heart.. that's a horrible feeling. But dying is never going to be exactly comfortable is it? There are definitely worse ways to ctb.

 

[the_final_countdown]

Tried this method. Scared the absolute shit out of me.

1 gram was potent enough to cause heart problems and extreme lethargy.

There's a part of your brain that doesn't want to die no matter how much you're suffering. And it dials up the anxiety to insane levels.

i just want to go...Don't want to live this way anymore more.

 

[contemplatingjaahil]

Tried this method. Scared the absolute shit out of me.

1 gram was potent enough to cause heart problems and extreme lethargy.

There's a part of your brain that doesn't want to die no matter how much you're suffering. And it dials up the anxiety to insane levels.

i just want to go...Don't want to live this way anymore more.

Can u tell us more about what happened please?

 

[I want to end it]

Tried this method. Scared the absolute shit out of me.

1 gram was potent enough to cause heart problems and extreme lethargy.

There's a part of your brain that doesn't want to die no matter how much you're suffering. And it dials up the anxiety to insane levels.

i just want to go...Don't want to live this way anymore more.

extreme lethargy is a good thing. that means you fall asleep.

From an SN survivor, I'd do it again when the time is right again.

how did it go for you?