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BaconCheeseburger
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- Aug 4, 2018
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I'm not ready to CTB yet but I'm at a point where I want to start preparing things.
Rather than one note for "everyone", I'm considering personalised ones for each member of my family. My only problem is my autistic brother; I couldn't write one for him. i wouldn't know what to say.
I want this process to be real. Starting to write means that I'm stepping away from just ideas and closer to actually doing it. That's scary and I feel like I need to tell someone, so I'm telling you guys on here.
I'm both terrified and eager. I want this, but it's gonna fuck up so much for everyone else. If only I was just 'moving away' for the rest of my life, or something. This is something I feel is right to do. The future doesn't feel like a place where I belong. That's how the rest of you feel, right?
This is terrifying.
Rather than one note for "everyone", I'm considering personalised ones for each member of my family. My only problem is my autistic brother; I couldn't write one for him. i wouldn't know what to say.
I want this process to be real. Starting to write means that I'm stepping away from just ideas and closer to actually doing it. That's scary and I feel like I need to tell someone, so I'm telling you guys on here.
I'm both terrified and eager. I want this, but it's gonna fuck up so much for everyone else. If only I was just 'moving away' for the rest of my life, or something. This is something I feel is right to do. The future doesn't feel like a place where I belong. That's how the rest of you feel, right?
This is terrifying.