I’m ready to start planning to ctb

[devil]

I'm really tired and I think I'm at my breaking point.
I've attempted many times in the past and obviously none of them worked. I need something that's actually going to work, anyone willing to list pros and cons of different options?

 

[fisil]

Posion yourself should work. SN or either N. Just check the megathreads and read the last couple of sites and you figure the pros and cons out or just download the ppeh it's pinned as resource here in this board there are the best methods mention and everyone has a score based on reliable and so on.

 

[devil]

Posion yourself should work. SN or either N. Just check the megathreads and read the last couple of sites and you figure the pros and cons out or just download the ppeh it's pinned as resource here in this board there are the best methods mention and everyone has a score based on reliable and so on.

Thank you so much

 

[Lady black]

Full suspension hanging: easy, quick and nearly no pain. Con´s: Many are afraid of it, although it´s not painful

 

[fisil]

Full suspension hanging: easy, quick and nearly no pain. Con´s: Many are afraid of it, although it´s not painful

For a reason worldwide no. 1 method, but from what i readed last seconds/minutes are brutal before you pass out. I also readed stuff where people survived (found early) and basicly living hell on earth now. We need to be realistic this can happen more or less with almost all methods.

 

[Lady black]

That´s right. Surviving any method xould be a big problem. But for me there was no pain until I passed out. But I was saved after passing out

 

[whyidon'tknow]

For a reason worldwide no. 1 method, but from what i readed last seconds/minutes are brutal before you pass out. I also readed stuff where people survived (found early) and basicly living hell on earth now. We need to be realistic this can happen more or less with almost all methods.

I think there are a lot of factors at play in the last moments of full suspension. What rope, how thick, which placement etc. For some it is brutal, for others the pain is bearable or non existent as others have described. Either case there isn't much you can do once you take final step.

 

[fisil]

I think there are a lot of factors at play in the last moments of full suspension. What rope, how thick, which placement etc. For some it is brutal, for others the pain is bearable or non existent as others have described. Either case there isn't much you can do once you take final step.

The thing is the last seconds can feel like hours and this scars me.

 

[whyidon'tknow]

The thing is the last seconds can feel like hours and this scars me.

Going through with something that has an unknown amount of pain for an unknown amount of time is a really scary thing. I try to overcome this by keeping in mind what is on the other side of that pain..... peace.

Think back to a time where you had to overcome some sort of physical or emotional pain to get what you want, it can be worth it

 

[TimeToDie]

For a reason worldwide no. 1 method...

Hanging is #1 worldwide in large part because getting a gun is difficult or impossible in most of the world.