I'm ready to say goodbye now!

[English_Rose]

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[Vaughn]

I guess - this will be a simple 'good-bye' wishing you the best -

 

[Heart Shards]

goodbye Laura-Jayne, maybe I'll see you on the other side sometime? I'm sorry your pain has became to much to bear. Hugs, Willow.

 

[Roberto]

A big hug. Find the peace you are seeking.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Good luck, hugs and kiss, I hope your pain will cease.

 

[Macc Lad]

good luck sweet xx

 

[Lara Francis]

I am not sure what your post said now its gone laura -jayne but i wish u peace and happiness.x

 

[First loss]

May you find peace.

Good bye.

 

[Kingkelly]

Me too

 

[letmeseethedeath]

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good bye i wish you all the best, all the peace you deserve

 

[JustAboutDone]

Hi @Nanami is there anyway of moving @Susan Caswell post and @brighter reply into a thread of her own? Sorry to ask, I'm not sure best way to explain xx and delete this after!

 

[English_Rose]

I'M ALIVE and decided to seek help..for now! Thank you for all your messages. I can't delete this thread...So I wanted to say I'm ok :D

 

[Lara Francis]

I'M ALIVE and decided to seek help..for now! Thank you for all your messages. I can't delete this thread...So I wanted to say I'm ok :D

Wishing you well laura-jayne.
Good luck on your recovery

 

[CameronCandie]

I'M ALIVE and decided to seek help..for now! Thank you for all your messages. I can't delete this thread...So I wanted to say I'm ok :D

im glad that you found help. Hope you recover well!

 

[Cookiedough8956]

Well good for you :)
Hope it turns out well ! :)

 

[Vaughn]

Well good for you :)
Hope it turns out well ! :)

And if "Cookiedough" says it - it is really from the heart and will come true !! :)

 

[Cookiedough8956]

And if "Cookiedough" says it - it is really from the heart and will come true !! :)

aw Vaugh <3, of course i mean it! sincere well wishes!

 

[Final_frontier]

I'M ALIVE and decided to seek help..for now! Thank you for all your messages. I can't delete this thread...So I wanted to say I'm ok :D

Do you suffer from extreme mood swings? Must be really hard.

 

[namelessX8]

Do you suffer from extreme mood swings? Must be really hard.

I do. Probably why I was diagnosed with BPD :(

 

[Kikoo Loool]

I'M ALIVE and decided to seek help..for now! Thank you for all your messages. I can't delete this thread...So I wanted to say I'm ok :D

I'm happy to see that you know what you want.

 

[EvilForProfit]

Maybe I am biased from my experience (diagnosed BPD after one 15 minute session where I was crying because the love of my life had broken up with me MOMENTS before I walked into the appointment) but I think BPD is the most overdiagnosed/misdiagnosed mental illness ever. Anyone is capable of having it it seems. Mood swings are a natural part of life I'm sorry

 

[English_Rose]

Do you suffer from extreme mood swings? Must be really hard.

I'm diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder Type One, Borderline Personality Disorder & Body Dysmorphia Syndrome. Hate it. The Borderline is the hardest of them all to deal with. But meds are slowly helping me.

 

[English_Rose]

Maybe I am biased from my experience (diagnosed BPD after one 15 minute session where I was crying because the love of my life had broken up with me MOMENTS before I walked into the appointment) but I think BPD is the most overdiagnosed/misdiagnosed mental illness ever. Anyone is capable of having it it seems. Mood swings are a natural part of life I'm sorry

I've Bipolar Disorder Type One, and Body Dysmorphia Syndrome along with BPD. I've been in and out of psych wards, and made lots of attempts and my Bipolar is no fun when miss my meds. I wish I was misdiagnosed, but I'm NOT and have to live with this for the rest of my life, it's a freak show and I'm pissed at it all. You'd ere lucky that you only had BPD to deal with, because it isn't nice having all these MH illnesses.

 

[English_Rose]

I'm happy to see that you know what you want.

Thank you

 

[English_Rose]

im glad that you found help. Hope you recover well!

Thank you.

 

[EvilForProfit]

I've Bipolar Disorder Type One, and Body Dysmorphia Syndrome along with BPD. I've been in and out of psych wards, and made lots of attempts and my Bipolar is no fun when miss my meds. I wish I was misdiagnosed, but I'm NOT and have to live with this for the rest of my life, it's a freak show and I'm pissed at it all. You'd ere lucky that you only had BPD to deal with, because it isn't nice having all these MH illnesses.

I don't doubt it, I know it's a real thing I'm just saying it's misdiagnosed a lot. It's really not lucky to be misdiagnosed at all, the meds are not exactly clean even for those who need them, but imagine being treated with mind altering drugs for an illness you never had.. maybe others are lucky but my experience is far from lucky. I'm glad to at least hear the meds help some people, I truly am because they ruined me

 

[English_Rose]

I don't doubt it, I know it's a real thing I'm just saying it's misdiagnosed a lot. It's really not lucky to be misdiagnosed at all, the meds are not exactly clean even for those who need them, but imagine being treated with mind altering drugs for an illness you never had.. maybe others are lucky but my experience is far from lucky. I'm glad to at least hear the meds help some people, I truly am because they ruined me

They probably ruined you because you didn't need them, but at least you can be free of them and carry on without them, id9 rather that, than needing to take them for the rest of my life, you say they ruined you, they do that to me too, but unfortunately I CAN'T live without them. And I hate that I need them. The drugs do mess you up, I'm living proof of that, but not taking them messes me up too. So I can't win. It's shit either way you look at it..

 

[Hayalet]

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I'm sorry the burden you carried pushed you to this.

 

[Susan Caswell]

I'm sorry the burden you carried pushed you to this.

So am I its heart breaking especially when you were fit well healthy happy lovely life all I could want and cant stand a noise in own ears but its more than just a noise day in day out its dementing no let up cant sleep so tired