I'm ready to do it tonight.. so pls help

[ijustwantout]

I'm finally ready. I'm doing partial hanging. The anchor point is set . It seems to be pretty strong. I tried it and it didn't break. I will try to do it after midnight so I'll have the lowest chance of someone finding me before I die. I'm choosing partial hanging because I don't have other options. Which in on itself if depressing. The pain is too much and I've finally decided it's time. Any tips on the position the rope should be around my neck ? Or any other tips would be much appreciated. I don't want to mess up and survive again so please help me. The pain of living is too much.

 

[dynastickitten]

Why the desperation, if you don't mind me asking?

 

[ijustwantout]

Why the desperation, if you don't mind me asking?

Because I already tried to CTB by cutting but it didn't work. Everytime something happens the pain is too much for me. It's really too much and now it just feels like the right time. January started and it's already turning to shit . So yea

 

[dynastickitten]

I'm not surprised cutting didn't work for you, that's a dodgey method. Partial hanging is my method of choice too, and one I tried a few months back. SI kicked in hard when I started to lose consciousness, so be prepared for that.

Make the best decision for yourself. Don't do something like this on a whim. If you need someone to talk to, my DMs are open. However, if you decide this is what you want, I wish you luck all the same

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best of luck.

 

[ijustwantout]

I'm not surprised cutting didn't work for you, that's a dodgey method. Partial hanging is my method of choice too, and one I tried a few months back. SI kicked in hard when I started to lose consciousness, so be prepared for that.

Make the best decision for yourself. Don't do something like this on a whim. If you need someone to talk to, my DMs are open. However, if you decide this is what you want, I wish you luck all the same

I will definitely watch out for the SI. Can you tell me how you actually did it ? I'm new to the whole hanging part . So I want to make it work . So pls help

 

[Worndown]

The bit tip is once you start, put your weight into it. Getting the maximum compression is important. That will make you pass out the fastest. That is the goal. After that, gravity will finish the task.
Good luck!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope u make the right decision but it sounds a bit like an impulsive attempt. Whatever you decide I wish you good luck and hope you find peace.

Here are some threads with information about partial hanging:

Best way to succeed partial hanging

Last week, I have been practicing different ways of doing partial hanging and will share which method has worked the best out of all. In order to succeed partial hanging, is to fully block the carotid arteries on both sides of your neck, around 80-90% of the blood flow in the blood vessels has...

sanctioned-suicide.net

partial - this makes ALL the difference

When I first started practicing partial it did not work for me at all. There was immense pain, like someone was standing on my neck, a horrible build-up of pressure in my head and no signs that I was anywhere close to losing consciousness. But... from rope I changed to dupatta, which made it a...

sanctioned-suicide.net

My Partial Suspension Hanging Tips & Tricks (From experience)

Hey, guys. I’m from Canada, and My life was ruined four months ago. I got arrested for doing evil things out of depression and intense anger I have built up over the years and am now on bail, and I’ll never have a future, lost all my dreams, reputation destroyed, etc. Since then, I have...

sanctioned-suicide.net

How to hang yourself (improved information)

I’m making this thread because the current thread that this forum links to regarding hanging, is pretty lacking of actual information. If it has any, it’s buried beneath questions and confusion. There should be a thread here, where you read the main body post, and you are ready to go. I’m going...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[ijustwantout]

Thank you

I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best of luck

The bit tip is once you start, put your weight into it. Getting the maximum compression is important. That will make you pass out the fastest. That is the goal. After that, gravity will finish the task.
Good luck!

You have no idea how much that means to me

 

[Dliena]

Good luck and peace to you forevermore.

 

[ijustwantout]

Good luck and peace to you forevermore.

Thank you

 

[ijustwantout]

There really might be something to putting the noose below the Adamsapple even though I literally just tried by strangling myself with my rope but still, it really did seem to start something in the way of lightheadedness. Here's a pdf I downloaded a while ago, check out where it shoes to position the noose as it makes it easy to not mess that up. I hope you realise there's a fair chance you won't get it to work so please be prepared for that.

This actually helped me a lot. Thank you. I'm scared about surviving but hopefully it'll over quickly.

 

[ijustwantout]

Yer I'm scared by it too (hence my username) but if each attempt is part of the learning curve then maybe I'm getting closer, especially with an option to try below the Adamsapple

Yeah I'm not that sure about the position as well but yea... I have a whole night to try and learn

 

[Redacted24]

I'm sorry it's come to this, but support your choice. I hope all goes as you hope, and you find the relief you seek. Wishing you a speedy boarding, and a comfortable journey. We'll miss you here, and look forward to catching up with you on the other side.

 

[ijustwantout]

I'm sorry it's come to this, but support your choice. I hope all goes as you hope, and you find the relief you seek. Wishing you a speedy boarding, and a comfortable journey. We'll miss you here, and look forward to catching up with you on the other side.

Thank you for your kind words

 

[SVEN]

Even though you are alone physically, please do remember that we are thinking of you and holding you dear as you attempt this final journey of escape. Should things go wrong, or SI overcome you, please do be kind to yourself and the group will still be here.
Best wishes for success and an easy passage. Rest well.