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CyzerRaze
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- Jun 18, 2024
- 13
As the title suggests, I'm planning to take my own life this midnight, so this is a goodbye message. If I fail in any way I'll delete this post if I'm able.
I'm taking SN and have already followed all the steps but the last. 3 antiemetic pills, wait 40 mins and drink the SN. I'm not going to write a suicide note so this is probably going to be my last written words. I feel both excitement and anxiety of the idea of finally finding out what comes (if anything) after death. I do not hate life, humanity, religion or anything of the sort. I just find myself in a state of pure indifference for anything and everything in this world. The only question I want answered is whether god exists or not. I hope I don't get cold feet.
I want to accept the embrace of death, whether it is a soothe breeze or a raging blizzard.
I'm taking SN and have already followed all the steps but the last. 3 antiemetic pills, wait 40 mins and drink the SN. I'm not going to write a suicide note so this is probably going to be my last written words. I feel both excitement and anxiety of the idea of finally finding out what comes (if anything) after death. I do not hate life, humanity, religion or anything of the sort. I just find myself in a state of pure indifference for anything and everything in this world. The only question I want answered is whether god exists or not. I hope I don't get cold feet.
I want to accept the embrace of death, whether it is a soothe breeze or a raging blizzard.