HillWhereIWillRest
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- Apr 21, 2020
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I hate my family! My mother brought me into this world to be her toy, to spend on me her frustrations and fears. I could never be myself, I was always threatened, criticized, invalidated.
My father is very aggressive and unstable. Both are scandalous.
With my deteriorating health, I cannot live anywhere else. I need lots and lots of medicine to survive.
I no longer want to continue fighting these diseases that have taken over my body. My psychological is ruined.
My mother is a ridiculous pro-lifer! She says she prefers me to live in pain than to rest when I die. She says that I must remember that there are people in worse situations, that I must pray, that I need faith... She also says that even if I lose my vision, lose my legs, lose my kidneys, she will keep me alive close to her. I really am her puppet.
I only want to rest! My body and mind are a prison! Nobody deserves to live vegetating unhappy and suffering!
My father is very aggressive and unstable. Both are scandalous.
With my deteriorating health, I cannot live anywhere else. I need lots and lots of medicine to survive.
I no longer want to continue fighting these diseases that have taken over my body. My psychological is ruined.
My mother is a ridiculous pro-lifer! She says she prefers me to live in pain than to rest when I die. She says that I must remember that there are people in worse situations, that I must pray, that I need faith... She also says that even if I lose my vision, lose my legs, lose my kidneys, she will keep me alive close to her. I really am her puppet.
I only want to rest! My body and mind are a prison! Nobody deserves to live vegetating unhappy and suffering!
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