ikadasui
Arcanist
- May 29, 2018
- 466
Being phased out and replaced because I lack substance as a person. I've always know my friends just "tolerate" me, and even though I don't bring negativity around them I'm just to socially fucked to be normal and fun to hang with. Still friends with my ex and naturally people move on and find new love, but seeing it happen before you and knowing you're too inadequate has brought me new pain I hadn't thought possible. I can't endure this. Words can't do it justice what I feel now and I'm not getting anything back. It's cold, and no matter how many layers I put over myself the cold stings and bites at my very heart all the same