Cryptonite
In the state of shock of what happened
- Apr 30, 2022
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To preface this, I'm not generally an angry person. Before the following happened, I had been trying to be an understanding, friendly kind of a guy.
I spent most of my previous life fighting with a serious mental disease. I would not describe how utterly painful that was, but I was able to get cured and start living a life for the first time ever. I was able to get a job, education, friends and hobbies, which was deemed impossible for me. However, gradually I started to experiencing more and more back pain, until I was diagnosed with Scheuermann's disease. This disease took everything from me once again. Chronic physical pain crushed all my hopes for a life again.
As I found out through investigation, I was examined for my back pain twice when I was a child. At the time, it was still curable. Nevertheless, I was misdiagnosed by both doctors. I went through an usual route of hospital complaint > regional directorate complaint > public rights defender. Plus I've written many reviews on the Internet, describing how they ruined my life. Also, I found out that my parents were instructed to take me for another check-up but they didn't. They thought it was nothing and I was just basically exaggerating.
Do any of them care now? Not at all. Doctors only care about not being sued. They received instructions from hospital lawyers on what exactly to say. They even threatened me to take down the reviews, which I obviously ignored. Regional directorate has also a conflict of interest and is biased in their favor. Only public rights defender is truly impartial, but they cannot do much too. My father, a carrier of this gene, does not care at all. Only my mother does, but she cannot do anything now. It's over.
Most of the time revenge consumes my mind. How is it possible that the life I had to suffer for so much, is now gone forever again? I sometimes dream of dressing as a delivery guy and paying a visit to these doctors. How would they feel, if instead of receiving a package they would get stabbed right in their fu**ing chest? I would kill myself right after that. Happily, knowing that the justice has been served, irregardless of the ridiculous complaint system. That would teach them to be lazy, arrogant pieces of s*it.
Doctors are supposed to be caring and thoroug. If they're not, they should go do something where they cannot harm anyone. I have zero respect for them. They complain about too much work and low wages? They need twice as much work, their salary cut in half and no legal protection. Until they finally commit to their job. Ridiculous charlatans. The only hope of getting diagnosed correctly is when you have a textbook presentation of a very common disease. If you have an atypical presentation or a rare disease, you're screwed, no one will spend any time on your case.
I spent most of my previous life fighting with a serious mental disease. I would not describe how utterly painful that was, but I was able to get cured and start living a life for the first time ever. I was able to get a job, education, friends and hobbies, which was deemed impossible for me. However, gradually I started to experiencing more and more back pain, until I was diagnosed with Scheuermann's disease. This disease took everything from me once again. Chronic physical pain crushed all my hopes for a life again.
As I found out through investigation, I was examined for my back pain twice when I was a child. At the time, it was still curable. Nevertheless, I was misdiagnosed by both doctors. I went through an usual route of hospital complaint > regional directorate complaint > public rights defender. Plus I've written many reviews on the Internet, describing how they ruined my life. Also, I found out that my parents were instructed to take me for another check-up but they didn't. They thought it was nothing and I was just basically exaggerating.
Do any of them care now? Not at all. Doctors only care about not being sued. They received instructions from hospital lawyers on what exactly to say. They even threatened me to take down the reviews, which I obviously ignored. Regional directorate has also a conflict of interest and is biased in their favor. Only public rights defender is truly impartial, but they cannot do much too. My father, a carrier of this gene, does not care at all. Only my mother does, but she cannot do anything now. It's over.
Most of the time revenge consumes my mind. How is it possible that the life I had to suffer for so much, is now gone forever again? I sometimes dream of dressing as a delivery guy and paying a visit to these doctors. How would they feel, if instead of receiving a package they would get stabbed right in their fu**ing chest? I would kill myself right after that. Happily, knowing that the justice has been served, irregardless of the ridiculous complaint system. That would teach them to be lazy, arrogant pieces of s*it.
Doctors are supposed to be caring and thoroug. If they're not, they should go do something where they cannot harm anyone. I have zero respect for them. They complain about too much work and low wages? They need twice as much work, their salary cut in half and no legal protection. Until they finally commit to their job. Ridiculous charlatans. The only hope of getting diagnosed correctly is when you have a textbook presentation of a very common disease. If you have an atypical presentation or a rare disease, you're screwed, no one will spend any time on your case.
