Venting I’m not sure

[catonshrooms]

I wish people could truly understand what I'm going through. I find it really hard to express myself, and I think that's a big part of why. When I have opened up to someone about how I feel or what I've been through, it often feels like it doesn't matter, especially because I'm a guy—and that just seems so unfair.

Nowadays, I've kind of stopped caring. Every day just seems to blend together like a dream. I'm not even sure if I'll ever snap out of it. Maybe it's because of the drugs I used to take, but I've been clean for a good month now, hoping this fog lifts. All I really want is to feel alive again, to feel like things are normal.

 

[Yaka]

I really hope things go your way - the word sucks though so I guess I woudent bet on it myself

 

[landslide2]

That's a good month to kick off a recovery. I hope you are patient with yourself.

 

[Mirrory Me]

Maybe it's because of the drugs I used to take, but I've been clean for a good month now, hoping this fog lifts. All I really want is to feel alive again, to feel like things are normal.

It may be about something mental or physical, but it could also be caused by other bad lifestyle habits (like poor diet, lack of exercise, smoking, poor sleep)... Have noticed that black tea helps to cheer up while feeling a bit foggy or down (it has the most l-theanine in addition to caffeine and theobromine).

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief from your suffering you are searching for.