I’m not gonna live my life in an office, I’d rather ctb and leave

[Confront4283]

The more I live the more I see the anti suicide trend for what it is. "Oh stay alive! You have something to live for!" That something always boils down to some form of escapism from our pathetic world, to have kids and bring them into this pathetic world, or to help others in this pathetic world.

Well I'm sick of it. Fuck you telling me that I should stay working in an office for crumbs, getting permission from a boss to leave, having to show up on time to my cage. Let's just call it what it is, we are slaves who are dangled some money in front of our face which is supposed to make it more tolerable for us. It's rec time in a prison just with less violence.

Nah, I didn't sign up for this shit. None of us did. If you could help me, you'd have given me an alternative by now, but you know full well there is no alternative, it's work until you die.

I'm going to escape the system and there's nothing you can do to stop me, call me mentally ill all you want, what's more mentally ill is to want to be apart of it here, with terrible people, a terrible life, and most importantly a terrible existence.

 

[outrider567]

Office Space(1999) delineates many of the problems working in one--A long time ago, I worked in an accounting office for a year, and almost went out of my mind

 

[NonameNobody]

Yeah. Someone told me once, that getting a job would help to distract from negative thoughts. I had no idea how to react. Jobs always made me more anxious and suicidal, not less. It's wild how differently these people view the world.

 

[Mirrory Me]

That something always boils down to some form of escapism from our pathetic world, to have kids and bring them into this pathetic world, or to help others in this pathetic world.

Is it pathetic, why don't we have hope for children, or why we wouldn't wish our own children in is this limited life time, some people are relatively happy and don't need help constantly.

 

[FuneralCry]

I cannot stand those anti-suicide people with their empty and insensitive toxic positivity, in my case I'd certainly always prefer to not exist no matter what, existing really is so incredibly undesirable and dreadful, death is always better to me than meaningless suffering. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.

 

[UmbraDweller]

It's all just about making ourselfs busy with pointless shit someone deems important, kudos if you gaslight yourself into thinking the same. Just to eventually die anyway. There's nothing mentally ill about not wanting to be part of this.

 

[prisonerofexistence]

Bottom line,no one chooses this existence therefore no one should be forced to continue with it.#nembutalforall #sarcoforall

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wouldn't want to spend the rest of my life in an office, too. I don't want to spend the rest of my life as a wage slave either barely being able to survive. That's not a life.

 

[mellie5]

Hello -

well, there is "anti-suicide" and "let's find out the reasons for ctb". While I understand that your office seems to be nightmarish, there are offices that are quite pleasant to work in.

E.g. I know one with flexible hours, you begin work between 7 and 9.

I also don't know what kind of work you do. Some people work in fields they like - in offices too.

While I sympathise with you, there are many jobs one can do while enjoying the job and not being in an office.