im not fit for this world in any way

[ranranko]

i feel like i have been doomed to come to this point ever since my birth. i came with many things that make life unbearable for me: i have strong gender dysphoria, which makes me suffer internally but also makes people treat me like shit, im autistic which also makes people treat me like shit and makes me unnable to do many basic things i need to do for survival. i feel like every time i feel like i met a good person i get betrayed in some way. my first boyfriend pretended to like me and hated me behind my back to his friends and said all sorts of bad things about me. the next one cheated on me. after that, i had dozens of people reject me either for being trans or for being mentally ill. then when i thought i met the right person, he broke up with me simply because i have depression and some times get sad about not being able to work and things like that. its so humilliating to be alive in this society, i feel like everyone just wants me dead already and just dont want to say it. i have bought SN and just have to wait until a day when my mom goes out of home.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Hi, welcome to SaSu... while I have autism, I have only read a little about gender dysphoria on here. Not been in any relationships, partially because I had 2 female friends in high school and couldn't choose between them (they were/are friends since highschool, but we rarely message after)

 

[rustcohle4life]

No one is, the global suicide rate is about 1 million people a year. That's just the people who succeed, it doesn't take into account all the people who are permanently disfigured/disabled from their attempt, nor those who are passively suicidal. Suffering on earth exists on a massive scale.

You can rest easy knowing you're not abnormal or alone.

 

[Pale_Rider]

You can just look at divorce stats, and know you're not alone as far as relationship troubles. Another universal problem.