I’m not depressed

[yep]

I know this may sound weird, but I don't feel depressed. it just all feels normal, all Of it. Even when I want to die, it's just seems like it's natural. This maybe stupid but I guess I don't see the problem anymore.

 

[Racon]

Would a medical doctor consider a suicidal person to absolutely have depression?

 

[Ghost2211]

Suicidal ideation doesn't always stem from depression.

 

[Nadcouw]

Has to be awesome not to be depressed.

 

[Cutepoison]

I sometimes wonder about the same. I'm not sure I'm depressed, I'm just tired and bored of life, I don't see why this is important, why live? Doesn't make sense to me

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

But is there any reason why you want to die?

 

[KleinerWolf]

Has to be awesome not to be depressed.

Well it gets old
Maybe other people experience it differently

 

[BipolarGuy]

This is going to sound really sad, but I've been depressed and stressed for so long that my 'normal' has shifted in an obviously unhealthy way.

These days if I have a day or even just a few hours in which I feel relatively relaxed I will casually describe myself as "ok", when in fact I'm far from it.

 

[almost_dead]

congratulations , you are enlightened !

 

[Nutmeg]

Based.

 

[yep]

I sometimes wonder about the same. I'm not sure I'm depressed, I'm just tired and bored of life, I don't see why this is important, why live? Doesn't make sense to me

That's exactly how I feel

But is there any reason why you want to die?

I just don't see a pint. We are all going to die and life for me I'm stuck in Mediocrity so I just don't care. Then I just think about dying a lot and now it just seems better

 

[PJFord]

Same! I'm a happy, well-adjusted man who has unconsciously made one bad decision after another throughout my life. I'm exhausted of this and don't see it ever changing. And I'm getting older and the time between recovering from each decision is growing shorter and more tenuous.

I do admit, like most today, to anxiety about the future of my country (US) and the terrible, divisive and hate-filled condition we are in. I don't see it ever turning around. I'm ready to ascend and will happily drink my SN soon.

 

[Silver]

This is going to sound really sad, but I've been depressed and stressed for so long that my 'normal' has shifted in an obviously unhealthy way.

These days if I have a day or even just a few hours in which I feel relatively relaxed I will casually describe myself as "ok", when in fact I'm far from it.

Same here. If I'm not feeling really suicidal, I'm ok, lol.

 

[checkouttime]

made one bad decision after another throughout my life. I'm exhausted of this and don't see it ever changing. And I'm getting older and the time between recovering from each decision is growing shorter and more tenuous.

I'm ready to ascend and will happily drink my SN soon.

I feel you on this!

I know this may sound weird, but I don't feel depressed. it just all feels normal, all Of it. Even when I want to die, it's just seems like it's natural. This maybe stupid but I guess I don't see the problem anymore.

I didn't feel like i was depressed, even though i was thinking of CTB. I think i was either trying not to admit to myself, or trying to not to admit it as people would think i want to CTB because of it.

Its not that i'm scared of the label or anything, none of that matters to me. Wouldn't be surprised if i had plenty of the other disorders which wouldn't be a problem. like i said a name tag means nothing to me i would't be affected by it. i used to openly tell people i was on meds etc. I just haven't had a doctor 'diagnose' me with any disorder........

bet they would be quick enough diagnosing me depressed etc, but took 12 months to be diagnosed with something different!!!

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Question: Do you feel any emotion at all or are you emotionally numb?

 

[yep]

Question: Do you feel any emotion at all or are you emotionally numb?

I just do ok all the time no really lows but no highs either. I get tired a lot but besides that I'm fine.