
L_n
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- Feb 8, 2025
- 15
over a few attempts, i have tied my tie into slip-knots and tried to either partial hang with it or tighten it around my neck until i pass out. one time, i was by a tree, and i lowered myself into a partial hang, knees slightly bent. i felt intense pain, largely in the fact i couldnt breathe.
i was under the impression that i would pass out so fast that the suffocation wouldn't matter. However, i was there for possibly ≥ 30 seconds and all i got was my lips hurting and my brain feeling as if it would explode. no matter how much weight i put on the noose, i would not pass out, even if i wasn't holding myself up at all.
to be clear, im honestly way too much of a pussy to try full suspension. plus, given my previous attempts, i fear i may have to wait agonisingly for suffocation, clawing at my neck in primal desperation.
does anybody have any ideas as to what i am doing wrong? i really have hardly any options right now, any ideas would be appreciated <3
i was under the impression that i would pass out so fast that the suffocation wouldn't matter. However, i was there for possibly ≥ 30 seconds and all i got was my lips hurting and my brain feeling as if it would explode. no matter how much weight i put on the noose, i would not pass out, even if i wasn't holding myself up at all.
to be clear, im honestly way too much of a pussy to try full suspension. plus, given my previous attempts, i fear i may have to wait agonisingly for suffocation, clawing at my neck in primal desperation.
does anybody have any ideas as to what i am doing wrong? i really have hardly any options right now, any ideas would be appreciated <3