DarkDg21
Member
- Oct 12, 2021
- 24
What would you think of a 32 year old man who hasn't been able to keep a job for more than 6 months in his entire life?
Well, that's me. I feel extremely ashamed and useless, my self-esteem/self- respect is non - existent.
I'm a burden to my mother and brother. Not being able to help them pay for bills and food is f***ing me up emotionally and mentally .
My depression, mood swings and social anxiety have destroyed my dreams of a normal life, having friends, experiencing love, pretty much being a normal human being is all I asked for and wanted in my life.
Not having social skills and being an absolute dumb person without a personality thanks to my demons in my head is a torture that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.
I was sexually abused when I was 5, and I always wondered if that's what messed me up.
People around me judge me because they see someone who's healthy and physically "attractive" and expect so much from me but I can't meet such expectations...
What's the point of going on when I can't properly function in society? I wish I had a physical disability instead of a broken mind and soul.
Well, that's me. I feel extremely ashamed and useless, my self-esteem/self- respect is non - existent.
I'm a burden to my mother and brother. Not being able to help them pay for bills and food is f***ing me up emotionally and mentally .
My depression, mood swings and social anxiety have destroyed my dreams of a normal life, having friends, experiencing love, pretty much being a normal human being is all I asked for and wanted in my life.
Not having social skills and being an absolute dumb person without a personality thanks to my demons in my head is a torture that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.
I was sexually abused when I was 5, and I always wondered if that's what messed me up.
People around me judge me because they see someone who's healthy and physically "attractive" and expect so much from me but I can't meet such expectations...
What's the point of going on when I can't properly function in society? I wish I had a physical disability instead of a broken mind and soul.
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