Actually I was going to kill myself yesterday but now I'm here waiting for the right time to do it...
MidnightDream
Warlock
- Sep 5, 2022
- 732
Slow_Farewell
Warlock
- Dec 19, 2023
- 710
Welcome here,
CTBing on impulse is a bad idea — even when everything seems impossible to bear anymore, so you should wait until you're able to do what you want to do safely.
CTBing on impulse is a bad idea — even when everything seems impossible to bear anymore, so you should wait until you're able to do what you want to do safely.
Fktw0rld
An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
- Aug 29, 2022
- 404
tarococo
professional procrastinator
- Nov 27, 2023
- 86
Welcome! 
Like many here already said, take your time. You seem to be german, I think I can recall you answering to the 'deutsch'-thread, my pm's are open if you want to talk! :>
Like many here already said, take your time. You seem to be german, I think I can recall you answering to the 'deutsch'-thread, my pm's are open if you want to talk! :>
There is no right time, only time and your choice to do you want with that time .
To do what you want with that time
To do what you want with that time
marina
overplayed
- Jan 23, 2023
- 31
totally agree with this, a majority of people who attempt are making a regretful impulse. They let one version of themselves take complete control of the others, and for some people, it's just not right, no matter how doomed they feel.
Please, if there's a semblance of a chance you won't attempt, always try what you can in respect to professional help, counseling, independent behavioral practices, diets, art therapies, meditating, etc. I've found all of these to be an immense help in taking my pain from a 10 to a 7. Also medication, but with how psychiatrists just hand them out to anybody with depression, it might be nice to be in a slightly more stable place prior.
Sorry you are here and welcome.
leavingthesoultrap
(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
- Nov 25, 2023
- 1,212
Return2themoonlight
Sele'ne shall guide me to peace and tranquility
- Dec 31, 2023
- 153
Welcome to a true place of support. We will always be understanding and hope for your peace as we all understand the pain of just existing. I can say im happy you didn't go through with it off of impulse as I believe the best way to CTB, regardless of method, is to be without regret. It just makes it that much harder on you and those you truly care about. Please continue to update us on your state of mind. We will always be there for you even when the people in your life isn't.
May the Goddess of the Moon Illuminate your soul into everlasting peace
IWishToDie
I check notifications once per week
- Dec 31, 2023
- 480
Spend some time chatting, researching methods and coming to terms with death. No rush @girl2910
Best wishes.
Pg.964
Lifeless
- Jul 27, 2023
- 90
