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mindtrap

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Dec 13, 2020
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Hey all I'm new here and wanted to introduce myself
I am 27 years old living with a severe case of schizophrenia hoping to
find a way to get out of this horrible world before I become homeless
and without medication I'm thinking hanging would be the best method
even though I dont pass out when I try I dont know anything about SN
does it cause pain? either way I'm just here for information and support

thanks for reading
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Hi youserlf!
Welcome to SS. You'll have a nice time here.

About SN...well, it seems to be not that painful but you do have some pain, convulsions, etc only for half an hour. No more than that. (generally)

Anyway, whatever doubts you have, other members will be glad to answer them,


Hugs!
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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Hi, welcome to the group. Sorry to hear life has dealt you such a difficult card. I hope you find what you're looking for here.
 
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sadworld

existence is a nightmare
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Hey, welcome to SS! You can check the suicide resources if you wanna find out more about sn or any other method! :heart:

I hope you enjoy your stay! Sending :hug::hug: and :heart::heart:
 
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MiepMoop

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Aug 22, 2020
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Welcome, I hope you find what you're looking for! :hihi:
 
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newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
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There have several minute by minute accounts posted here of members taking their lives by ingesting sodium nitrite. There might have been some headache and stomach pain but overall nausea,vomiting and ,racing heart seem to be the most uncomfortable symptoms the person has while still conscious.
 
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Nov 17, 2020
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Hello, welcome. :)

Sorry you're experiencing so much, I hope you find the information you're looking for.
 
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FireFox

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Apr 8, 2020
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Hello welcome to the forum
Everyone here is so wonderful and non judgemental.

Schizophrenia is a cruel illness i wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

What country are you in?
 
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mindtrap

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Dec 13, 2020
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Hello welcome to the forum
Everyone here is so wonderful and non judgemental.

Schizophrenia is a cruel illness i wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

What country are you in?

Thank you I live in the United States
 
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FireFox

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Apr 8, 2020
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Thank you I live in the United States
Ok
27 you should not be dealing with this on your own.

You are severely ill and need help
Is they're a way you could get yourself sectioned in a facility or is adult social services to help you in your area. Sorry for my question if it too intrusive

You poor thing.
 
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mindtrap

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Dec 13, 2020
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Thanks everyone for welcoming me here
 
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Still fighting

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Jun 24, 2020
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My cousin's daughter got some kind of shots and her Schizophrenia is so so much better. Can't remember the name of the shot tho.
 
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mindtrap

Member
Dec 13, 2020
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Ok
27 you should not be dealing with this on your own.

You are severely ill and need help
Is they're a way you could get yourself sectioned in a facility or is adult social services to help you in your area. Sorry for my question if it too intrusive

You poor thing.


Well I've been hospitalized many times and I take strong medication but I still have symptoms
I'm not able to work or take very good care of myself so I live with my Mom but I know
one day I will end up homeless so I want to do something about it before that time comes
My cousin's daughter got some kind of shots and her Schizophrenia is so so much better. Can't remember the name of the shot tho.


I take shots too I take invega sustenna shots
 
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FireFox

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Apr 8, 2020
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Well I've been hospitalized many times and I take strong medication but I still have symptoms
I'm not able to work or take very good care of myself so I live with my Mom but I know
one day I will end up homeless so I want to do something about it before that time comes



I take shots too I take invega sustenna shots
I dont know what else to say.
Please keep safe and stick to your treatment.

have merry Christmas. Enjoy your Christmas with your mum.

Any Christmas plans you have?
Merry Christmas
Love
Firefox
 
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mindtrap

Member
Dec 13, 2020
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I dont know what else to say.
Please keep safe and stick to your treatment.

have merry Christmas. Enjoy your Christmas with your mum.

Any Christmas plans you have?
Merry Christmas
Love
Firefox


No I don't have any plans just stay home with my Mom for Christmas
Thank you so much I hope you have a Merry Christmas too
 
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justsad&done

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Nov 11, 2020
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Hi, nice to meet you. I'm sorry for your pain and I wish you well :happy:
 
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profoundexperience

You can feel the punishment but you cant commit ts
Jun 29, 2020
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Welcome and I wish you great wellness, @mindtrap!

Just in case you didn't find it yet the resources thread has tons of info... it just scrolls down on-and-on...
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
 
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Nimbus

Hanging on is hard
Dec 2, 2019
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Welcome. Sorry you're here but it's a great source of information and like-minded support. PLEASE read through the resource threads and wiki as these will answer many (if not all) of your questions about SN and other methods.
 
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Spitfire

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
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Hey all I'm new here and wanted to introduce myself
I am 27 years old living with a severe case of schizophrenia hoping to
find a way to get out of this horrible world before I become homeless
and without medication I'm thinking hanging would be the best method
even though I dont pass out when I try I dont know anything about SN
does it cause pain? either way I'm just here for information and support

thanks for reading
Thanks for introducing yourself.

Thanks everyone for welcoming me here
I wanted to welcome you here too. It is nice to hear from you. Enjoy your stay.
 
Zhontafly

Zhontafly

Student
Jul 16, 2020
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Hey all I'm new here and wanted to introduce myself
I am 27 years old living with a severe case of schizophrenia hoping to
find a way to get out of this horrible world before I become homeless
and without medication I'm thinking hanging would be the best method
even though I dont pass out when I try I dont know anything about SN
does it cause pain? either way I'm just here for information and support

thanks for reading
Hello @mindtrap and welcome to the forum. You've got loving, understanding and warm company now.
 
grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
Hello, welcome to our little depressed family. I hope you'll find what you are looking for.
 
Greenberg

Greenberg

nitrogenexit.blogspot.com
Jun 28, 2020
1,063
Welcome! We are all family here.
 
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