I’m lost on a cliff edge waiting for it to collapse

[HoolioCoolio]

I can see what is awaiting in the background of my future, I forget and keep going only to have a dark reminder. I'm burdened.... it's like a shadow has possessed me and mind as I'm not myself I don't recognize myself anymore I'm not me. I don't remember what was me. Anyone else relate? What's been burdening you recently?

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Im sad you feel that way, and i can relate. Only thing my future holds for me is lonely and miserable day to day existence with no way of improving untill the day i hopefully die. It made me selfdestructive and ignorant to most of the things i used to care for and. I agree about not being able to remember my self and life when things were ok, and i dont even mind that.
I hope it can get better for you tho, nobody should feel that way, ever.

 

[Irrelevant biologist]

I'm with you. My dad died by suicide a few months ago and I am in a dead end marriage. I do nothing but cry each day, and my alcohol consumption is insane. I do not want to be here but don't have the courage to do anything about it. I cannot remember ever being happy.....