Venting I'm just so tired

[Cherry Crumpet]

I'm always so exhausted. Even now when I had like 10 hrs sleep I want to crawl back into my bed and pull the covers over me. It's just this constant feeling of sluggishness and mental tiredness that NEVER GOES AWAY.

I'm also pissed because I'm in a shit mood and it's the weekend, which is my two days I don't have to rush to work. So then I get pissed about being pissed about ruining the last of my weekend.

Maybe I should just take a nap. Screw it. My sleep schedule is already eff'ed up.

Oh, and if I do push through it and stay awake, my body magically wakes the fuck up at like 9:30 or 10PM and I don't feel an ounce of tiredness.

I fucking hate my body!!!

 

[TheSoulless]

Sorry to hear it's like that for you. My sleep schedule is also fucked and I can't even bother trying to change it anymore.

Strength.

 

[FuneralCry]

I always feel so tired, no matter how much sleep I get. To me, just simply being alive is exhausting. I'm sorry you are going through this, this life can be so depressing. It can be horrible being trapped in this human body as it can torture us. I wish you the best.

 

[Crazy4u]

I always feel tired, weak and dizzy even when I'm not sad. It is exhausting

 

[Lost Magic]

I hear ya and I completely relate to how you feel. I have always preferred sleep to waking up to a body and society that I never felt comfortable in. Well, when I drink these two bottles of N, I will sleep forever. I always tear up just thinking about it.

 

[LastFlowers]

I've only slept about a half hour in the past 72, this happens constantly and I have the type of sleep debt which would require me to declare bankruptcy.
10hrs would be a dream for me, but I relate in the sense that even when I do sleep, I never wake up refreshed, I am still in a fog and fatigued, and even when I'm dead fucking tired and seeing spots, I still somehow can't fall asleep.
A fucked up sleep schedule can really do some damage and compound an already miserable situation, in my experience it's a more important factor than food or water.
Sorry you're so tired, that is something I'm always saying too, with one meaning or another.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I have this constantly. Lightheaded, feeling out of it/delirious, exhausted, brain fog, jelly legs. It's the absolute worst. I've been unable to do much of anything for 8 years now.