Venting I’m just dumb and unlucky

[bubblebunny]

I started computer science in uni hoping I would make it but it's not going well at all. For the first exam I had 1/6 for programming. For the first graded assignment I got 1.25/5. It's such a bad start. For that assignment we had to work in a group and I'm with my friend but she doesn't do shit. We had to make 3 things and only had one working one. The next assignments are based on that and I had work this weekend and also worked on the things we failed but I can't get them right and I cried so much already. The friends i have who don't understand it either have patners who make everything for them and I'm so jealous. It's so unfair. I'm gonna fail. I'm too dumb idk what else to do than killing myself. I'm behind on everything I skipped 4h math bc I felt so sad. It's over, I'm a failure.

 

[sparkdarkmark]

I feel you. If only I was smarter I would not even think doing ctb. I'm a failure. Hope to ctb quickly than rotting in this shitty third world country.

 

[TooConscious]

People who say they are dumb and mean it are usually the smart ones or more spiritually advanced than others who proclaim the rat race of studying new growth , advancement that's actually leading to detriment are the worst kind of people. Don't let people pressure you to study hell if youre on a suicide forum for serious reasons maybe check why you feel so much pressure.

 

[Darkover]

i am self taught programmer started at age 18 did it for 10 years until i got a brain injury, i only ever made 10,000£ profit from my skill but had over 100,000 downloads, i loved computer programming but can't do it anymore

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You're not a failure. Do you really want to study computer science? Would u like to study sth else? Well I feel you I once studied computer science at uni more than 2 decades ago but I failed. I did sth else, started to work and was good until a few years ago.

You can do sth else if you want but imo that's not a reason to CTB now.

 

[todeswunsch]

I started computer science in uni hoping I would make it but it's not going well at all. For the first exam I had 1/6 for programming. For the first graded assignment I got 1.25/5. It's such a bad start. For that assignment we had to work in a group and I'm with my friend but she doesn't do shit. We had to make 3 things and only had one working one. The next assignments are based on that and I had work this weekend and also worked on the things we failed but I can't get them right and I cried so much already. The friends i have who don't understand it either have patners who make everything for them and I'm so jealous. It's so unfair. I'm gonna fail. I'm too dumb idk what else to do than killing myself. I'm behind on everything I skipped 4h math bc I felt so sad. It's over, I'm a failure.

Don't push too hard on yourself. Its not an easy course.
I'm graduated in computer science, I love it. Currently I work full time as a programmer. In uni, most of my class gave up on it, its normal to struggle, specially the first semesters.
If want to you can PM me so I can help you anyway I can. I like comp.sci and I like teaching so if you need feel free to PM :)