I'm in so much pain

[KattinKai!]

I wanna die. Too much to type. Yet too tired to do so. All I know is that I want to die, so maybe I'll let somebody murder me. There's only one way I know how to be pushed into suicide further, if not murdered, if my family issues/trauma and school trauma weren't enough. I'm nervous, but hey, root for me to come out as trans.