Venting I’m in immense emotional suffering

[TheLovecraftian]

I'm always angry and numb. My body relationships and education is suffering because of it. Ever since I've discovered that a person who I thought I could trust raped me and flashed his dick as a joke, nothing has been the same. I feel like I'm going insane. Meds barely do jack shit. Therapy could take months to years to resolve my issues. I want to end it all and the only reasons I have for not doing so is a sliver of hope of being a productive member we of society and not upsetting my friends and loved ones.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really awful what you are going through, it's disgusting how in this world humans create so much suffering, you certainly cannot trust and rely on other people. But anyway I wish you the best, life really is so unnecessarily cruel.