I’m hopeless

[Shishi167]

I'm pretty young and I'm at a point where nothing feels like living for anymore my parents a don't love me my girlfriend seems to hate me and only if with me for sex I'm just wondering how you know you're ready to go

 

[PrettyMoose]

It's a personal thing that depends on how each of us are as people and everything, so there's no real concrete answer. I've been wanting to die since pretty young too. I used to say that I would be dead before 20. Now here I am nearing 40.

 

[Kumachan]

For me its a process - your resolve is ripening so to speak. Its getting more and more clear to me with each passing day that im gonna do it. Before, there still was clinging to hope, just playing with the idea of CTB... It takes time to come to terms with it, surrender...

It may never happen in your case tho and life will miraculously improve or youll realize that its not that bad after all or something...