popuoh
Wanderer of worlds
- Jan 28, 2021
- 58
(Wall of texts!)
(Forgive me in advance if my writing is hard to understand because English isn't my mother tongue and frankly I'm mentally stable enough to write but not enough to remember grammars right now :P)
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Hi everyone, Popuoh here, I'm a fairly new here, and I just want to say how thankful I am to this beautiful community here, you guys have been a tremendous blessing to me during the hardest time of my life (I've been a lurker since 2019)
If it wasn't for you all, I might've made some rash/impulsive decision that would make my life more of a living hell than it already is. Everyone in here had created such a wonderful place for people like myself to feel safe in this crazy world, made me feel that I was heard and understood and nobody here's going to judge me. Something that not even my family can provide, and for that I'm very grateful.
As I have introduced myself, I'll also say goodbye to all of you, I'm sad that I haven't joined this family sooner to get to know you all, but it probably was for the best because I hate tearful goodbyes. Now this might seems sudden but it's been planned for so long and only now I finally have the chance to go through with it, once and for all.
At around 3PM (ICT), I'll attempt to CTB by full suspension, I have all equipment ready, found my sweet spot through partial, only si left to overcome. This is not a definitive farewell since I'm not 100% sure that I'd succeed but I'll try my best.
I have suffered on this planet for too long in my opinion, 19 years far too long. To be honest, I'm nervous/afraid of what's to come when I'll go through with it, hopefully it's endless nothingness that'll be waiting for me, but if it's some kind of afterlife, I'll be sure to send you all some postcards :'D
Anyway, love you all, and I'll see some of you on the flip side
(Forgive me in advance if my writing is hard to understand because English isn't my mother tongue and frankly I'm mentally stable enough to write but not enough to remember grammars right now :P)
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Hi everyone, Popuoh here, I'm a fairly new here, and I just want to say how thankful I am to this beautiful community here, you guys have been a tremendous blessing to me during the hardest time of my life (I've been a lurker since 2019)
If it wasn't for you all, I might've made some rash/impulsive decision that would make my life more of a living hell than it already is. Everyone in here had created such a wonderful place for people like myself to feel safe in this crazy world, made me feel that I was heard and understood and nobody here's going to judge me. Something that not even my family can provide, and for that I'm very grateful.
As I have introduced myself, I'll also say goodbye to all of you, I'm sad that I haven't joined this family sooner to get to know you all, but it probably was for the best because I hate tearful goodbyes. Now this might seems sudden but it's been planned for so long and only now I finally have the chance to go through with it, once and for all.
At around 3PM (ICT), I'll attempt to CTB by full suspension, I have all equipment ready, found my sweet spot through partial, only si left to overcome. This is not a definitive farewell since I'm not 100% sure that I'd succeed but I'll try my best.
I have suffered on this planet for too long in my opinion, 19 years far too long. To be honest, I'm nervous/afraid of what's to come when I'll go through with it, hopefully it's endless nothingness that'll be waiting for me, but if it's some kind of afterlife, I'll be sure to send you all some postcards :'D
Anyway, love you all, and I'll see some of you on the flip side
