Method I'm gonna s. Soon.

[Dödsorsaken]

Chose some very very strongl rc drugs.. one x more potent then fentanyl and one other rc also in lethal dose. I really hope this is it.. I'm embarrassed because I might have tried to kill myself between 10-20 times, really hope this is the last time. I hate waking up in the hospital then some times forced treatment in the mental hospital.. I don't know what to do if this fails.. I don't have a plan b. Any tips to make sure it will work? Plastic bag?

 

[myopybyproxy]

What drugs are you planning to use? If the dose is lethal it should work unless your body expels it before it has been fully absorbed or you're found.

 

[cececo]

In my experience using a plastic bag immediately kicks in survival instinct and I'm still not sure how to overcome that instinct. So I could see that causing issue unless you passed out quickly. Adding in alcohol usually can make effects worse but at the same time could make you get sick, so I'd use that at your own risk. If you're not taking what you have right away then eating less to prepare could help potentially since the drugs might be more potent that way. And you could try to tie your hands so you can't back out but that's easier said than done and survival instinct can easily kick in there too. I guess you could prepare too by just knowing your triggers and knowing what to do so you don't get sick quickly or anything else that might have hindered you before. In the end I don't know anything foolproof and everything has its downsides. After all, I'm still here. I wish you luck and hope you do whatever is best for you, think it through plenty whatever route you take.

 

[GentleJerk]

What research chemical?

 

[Dödsorsaken]

What drugs are you planning to use? If the dose is lethal it should work unless your body expels it before it has been fully absorbed or you're found.

nitazene and a rc benzo ish drug. It come in tabs and a spray so I think I can ingest it whit out it coming "up"

What research chemical?

In my experience using a plastic bag immediately kicks in survival instinct and I'm still not sure how to overcome that instinct. So I could see that causing issue unless you passed out quickly. Adding in alcohol usually can make effects worse but at the same time could make you get sick, so I'd use that at your own risk. If you're not taking what you have right away then eating less to prepare could help potentially since the drugs might be more potent that way. And you could try to tie your hands so you can't back out but that's easier said than done and survival instinct can easily kick in there too. I guess you could prepare too by just knowing your triggers and knowing what to do so you don't get sick quickly or anything else that might have hindered you before. In the end I don't know anything foolproof and everything has its downsides. After all, I'm still here. I wish you luck and hope you do whatever is best for you, think it through plenty whatever route you take.

Thanks for the reminder about the fasting:) a Danish doctor wrote a suicide manual and put it on the internet.. I will read more there about it. Unfortunately I couldn't get my hands on anything to help whit vomiting so I will have to take that risk. thank you for your reply.