I’m going to try charcoal method tonight please wish me luck, please.

[Iwouldratherdie]

I'm really worried my dad has a habit of lying about me and I'm worried he might say I was trying to do something to him(i'm not.) He's lied to the police about me before by twisting small details to make them look dangerous. I'm also worried if he Interrupts me and I'll end up in a straight jacket in a mental hospital with needles, that scares me so much. I just want to end my life without people blackmailing me or interrupting me. I'm going to try the charcoal method with my chimney starter tonight

i have kingsford instant charcoal briquettes
kingsford chimney starter
matches
mini grill
cardboard to light charcoal in chimney starter(I don't have newspaper).
1. light cardboard under the chimney with (at least 8 briquettes?).
2. Wait until they are all white
3. put white briquettes on tray on top of mini grill with water on the bottom tray of the mini grill.
4. bring mini grill with water and white briquettes in the car for 25 minutes
5. go in the car
6. Take calming medication.(magnesium, ashwaganda. Melatonin, or cbd).
7. Fall asleep.
8. Die.
If there's anything I got wrong about the method or anything else I'm forgetting please tell me ASAP.

 

[Donk]

hope you have a peaceful journey.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I don't mean to sound harsh but you are not remotely prepared for this method, from the brand of charcoal to the number of briquettes. There is a CO megathread with lots of information.

Also, respectfully, folks aren't going to jump to answer your questions because you're in a hurry. It's your responsibility to learn the method, plan, and ask questions during or near the end of that process, not on the day you want to do it.

 

[134340]

Agree with @GoodPersonEffed, it sounds like you haven't done enough research on the method. This is a method you'd want to get right as I'd imagine you'd experience extremely negative effects if you were found alive (from the poisoning). Please go through the megathread and make sure you're ready before you jump into this – it can't hurt to wait another few days/weeks in order to do things properly.

 

[Iwouldratherdie]

I don't mean to sound harsh but you are not remotely prepared for this method, from the brand of charcoal to the number of briquettes. There is a CO megathread with lots of information.

Also, respectfully, folks aren't going to jump to answer your questions because you're in a hurry. It's your responsibility to learn the method, plan, and ask questions during or near the end of that process, not on the day you want to do it.

I read on one thread that kingsford should be ok then another that it wouldn't be ok. I figured I would have to use more than 8 i don't know exactly how many though. I only have tonight and all day tomorrow to do this. Is it possible to learn the right way tonight? I understand it's my responsibility to research the method and I have. I think it could be useful to ask for tips from people who may have tried this before. I've seen a news story where somebody died in a tent by accident so clearly it doesn't involve much research.

Agree with @GoodPersonEffed, it sounds like you haven't done enough research on the method. This is a method you'd want to get right as I'd imagine you'd experience extremely negative effects if you were found alive (from the poisoning). Please go through the megathread and make sure you're ready before you jump into this – it can't hurt to wait another few days/weeks in order to do things properly.

I don't have much time only all night tonight and all day tomorrow.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I read on one thread that kingsford should be ok then another that it wouldn't be ok. I figured I would have to use more than 8 i don't know exactly how many though. I only have tonight and all day tomorrow to do this. Is it possible to learn the right way tonight? I understand it's my responsibility to research the method and I have. I think it could be useful to ask for tips from people who may have tried this before. I've seen a news story where somebody died in a tent by accident so clearly it doesn't involve much research.

I don't know how quickly you read and learn.

Respectfully, there's no way you've researched this method and ask the questions you've asked here, and made the statements that you have in other threads. I'm not trying to put you on the defensive or be mean. It's just that you're at a beginning level of understanding the method and it's somewhat complex.

Just because someone died by accident doesn't mean it's easy when you intend to do it.

If you are serious that you don't want to end up in a hospital, then you'll need to take however long it takes to have a reasonable idea of what you're doing and be confident about it. If you can't learn it in this time window, there will be other windows of opportunity. It may not be as soon as you like, but it's better than hospitalization.

Folks can't tell you how to do the method step by step just because you ask questions, that's the same as assisting a suicide and could land them in jail.

 

[134340]

I don't have much time only tonight and all day tomorrow.

Surely there will be another time at some point? Not as soon as you'd like, but waiting and actually getting this figured out is preferred over ending up in the mental hospital or brain damaged (or both). You could probably figure it out quickly if you learn fast but this isn't the thing you want to rush. It's literally the last thing you'll ever do. I really think you should hold off. Not trying to be mean or patronize you, just saying.

 

[Living sucks]

I'm really worried my dad has a habit of lying about me and I'm worried he might say I was trying to do something to him(i'm not.) He's lied to the police about me before by twisting small details to make them look dangerous. I'm also worried if he Interrupts me and I'll end up in a straight jacket in a mental hospital with needles, that scares me so much. I just want to end my life without people blackmailing me or interrupting me. I'm going to try the charcoal method with my chimney starter tonight

i have kingsford instant charcoal briquettes
kingsford chimney starter
matches
mini grill
cardboard to light charcoal in chimney starter(I don't have newspaper).
1. light cardboard under the chimney with (at least 8 briquettes?).
2. Wait until they are all white
3. put white briquettes on tray on top of mini grill with water on the bottom tray of the mini grill.
4. bring mini grill with water and white briquettes in the car for 25 minutes
5. go in the car
6. Take calming medication.(magnesium, ashwaganda. Melatonin, or cbd).
7. Fall asleep.
8. Die.
If there's anything I got wrong about the method or anything else I'm forgetting please tell me ASAP.

It sounds to me like you need to move out and get away from your father. Is there anywhere else you can go? A good friends house? An aunt? Grandparents? You can almost always find free counseling and help at any church.
Your posts since apr 1 have been in a gigantic rush. 10 days on this site is long enough to have much more knowledge on this method. And lots of people have followed instructions to the letter and lived thru it. I thought it would be pretty easy also but it's not. I think you're a bit panicked and need to find a better living situation before ctb. But if you still try this i wish you peace