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Insomniac

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And hope that it'll end me.

Only issue is I might pass out before being able to reach the 500ml.

Anyone ever heard of this method?
 
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I thought you were doing the AJAX thing? And BTW, I think that's a bad way, anyhow. I'm not sure what 54% spirit is? Is that alcohol of some sort?
 
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I thought you were doing the AJAX thing? And BTW, I think that's a bad way, anyhow. I'm not sure what 54% spirit is? Is that alcohol of some sort?
Someone told me that the Ajax would get me to scream and ask for help.

So I think this is a better way. Not 54% anymore, 96%. Yes, it's alcohol. Drinking alcohol.

The lethal dose is 300ml and I'm going to inject that directly into my blood.
 
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Someone told me that the Ajax would get me to scream and ask for help.

So I think this is a better way. Not 54% anymore, 96%. Yes, it's alcohol. Drinking alcohol.

The lethal dose is 300ml and I'm going to inject that directly into my blood.
I'm just curious now. Where do you find 96% alcohol for drinking?
 
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Online or in store (although rare in store?) If I can't find it I'll just ask a barman to get it for me
nvm this method. Apparently, it can cause blindness even though its not rubbing alcohol..

fffffuck.
I never knew they made this stuff. I don't drink anymore, but I used to a long, long time ago. Never remember seeing anything like this, though. I really can't say if it will get the job done, but if it's as you say, I'd say it has the potential to work for ctb. If it doesn't work, I'm sure it will kill or damage your liver. What a way to go, though, if that's your thing.
 
Cathy Ames

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Apparently taking three shots (by mouth) will kill you?
 
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I had not heard of this but it sounds like a deep ethyl coma
 
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Apparently taking three shots (by mouth) will kill you?
I was thinking of injecting it into my veins, not drinking it. I was hoping 300ml would send me into cardiac arrest but

If I simply pass out after the first injection, or the third, I could become blind (from what I read).

It'd take 30 injection for me to reach 300ml.

But I won't give up. I'm thinking of going to the hospital, getting perfused at home and then changing the content of the perfusion with 1l of this alcohol.

This will surely do the job. That way, even after passing out, the perfusion will continue and end me.

How will I get them to perfuse me? I'll simply tell them the truth. That I use a seryinge to draw 20-50ml of blood out of my body regularly as a self harm method and that I need a perfusion.
 
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I was thinking of injecting it into my veins, not drinking it. I was hoping 300ml would send me into cardiac arrest but

If I simply pass out after the first injection, or the third, I could become blind (from what I read).

It'd take 30 injection for me to reach 300ml.

But I won't give up. I'm thinking of going to the hospital, getting perfused at home and then changing the content of the perfusion with 1l of this alcohol.

This will surely do the job. That way, even after passing out, the perfusion will continue and end me.

How will I get them to perfuse me? I'll simply tell them the truth. That I use a seryinge to draw 20-50ml of blood out of my body regularly as a self harm method and that I need a perfusion.
Don't you think telling them that will get them to throw you in a Psychiatric clinic or something like that?
Cuz that's what happened to me after a failed attempt..
 
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Don't you think telling them that will get them to throw you in a Psychiatric clinic or something like that?
Cuz that's what happened to me after a failed attempt..
I live in a third world country. we don't have social services and they don't give a fuck.

I'll tell them that I was trying to self medicate or that a marabou (shaman) told me to do this or some shit like that.

If only I could buy my own perfusor but it's over 1000k
 
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I live in a third world country. we don't have social services and they don't give a fuck.

I'll tell them that I was trying to self medicate or that a marabou (shaman) told me to do this or some shit like that.

If only I could buy my own perfusor but it's over 1000k
I live in 3rd world country too..

I hope you get where you wish peacefully dear
 
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It's basically Polish everclear. Perhaps stronger. Injecting that stuff will burn like hell. I'm not even sure if that's doable. I'm guessing you won't be able to squeeze the syringe after a second
 
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It's basically Polish everclear. Perhaps stronger. Injecting that stuff will burn like hell. I'm not even sure if that's doable. I'm guessing you won't be able to squeeze the syringe after a second
burn?
 
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You plan to inject the spirytus, right? Your veins will be on fire.
 
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If one were to inject pure acid, I assume it would burn. It might also cause a blood clot and damage the vein. Just do some research before attempting. Veins don't have taste buds but they have pain receptors
 
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If one were to inject pure acid, I assume it would burn. It might also cause a blood clot and damage the vein. Just do some research before attempting
but it's a drinkable liquor. I did some research and nowhere is it mention that this would hurt.

I wanted to inject it to avoid having to drinking it because who can drink that raw.

But now that I think about it, you might be right. Damn. I guess that's why I read somewhere that it could cause blindness.
 
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Isn't it awful that our bodies can give us so much pain? Not sure if your method will hurt OP but our veins can give us a burning sensation when something is introduced into the blood stream. I had a shot years ago (don't remember what it was for) and I remember feeling burning in my left arm for a few seconds, so it can happen. Not sure if your alcohol will burn though, but my gut feeling says it could. I'm sorry that life is so hard.
 
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MountainMonkey

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This method has too many risks. You'll end up in hospital, still alive but with more problems.
 
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Turning the bottle upside down and creating some type of IV drip would be more practical than individual injections... With that said I think this is a horrible idea, but that isn't my decision to make.
 
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Turning the bottle upside down and creating some type of IV drip would be more practical than individual injections... With that said I think this is a horrible idea, but that isn't my decision to make.

If I were to figure out how an iv drip work and how to find one, would it still be a bad idea?

If 96% will burn my veins, then I guess 72% or even 54% would be alright?

Supposing that I use a strong sleeping pill to knock me out, that I take strong antiemetics and then lay down with 1L of 72% liquor driping in my veins...

Still a bad idea? I'm asking to you too @MountainMonkey
 
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Think of your vein as an open wound, it would burn too much for you to bare, you'd probably rip off the IV before anything happened, IV's can hurt like hell depending on what you're injecting
About the % of the alcohol, I don't think it matters, it's still alcohol
I'd try and cut or do a poke (like you do to measure blood sugar) and throw a bit of the alcohol over it to see if I'd take it
 
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Research how to set up intravenous infusion
If I do it, I'll infuse both arms just to be sure.

I'll need two sets of iv kit bags.
IV Infusion Kit 1024x1024

I wonder if they're disponible otc in pharmacies..
Think of your vein as an open wound, it would burn too much for you to bare, you'd probably rip off the IV before anything happened, IV's can hurt like hell depending on what you're injecting
which is why I thought about Knocking myself off with an intense mixture of 50mg alprazolam, 500mg Miansérine, and 50mg clonazepam
If I do it, I'll infuse both arms just to be sure.

I'll need two sets of iv kit bags.
IV Infusion Kit 1024x1024

I wonder if they're disponible otc in pharmacies..

which is why I thought about Knocking myself off with an intense mixture of 50mg alprazolam, 500mg Miansérine, and 50mg clonazepam
It takes 6hours for 500ml to be infused so I'll need 3 simultaneous infusions after all to augment my chances. That would be 1.5L of 54% liquor (or 74%)

At first, I was just talking but I'm actually getting g more serious the more I look into it.
About the % of the alcohol, I don't think it matters, it's still alcohol
I'd try and cut or do a poke (like you do to measure blood sugar) and throw a bit of the alcohol over it to see if I'd take it
It matters. Anything below 40% is unsafe because of the impurities that, say, beer contains. Also 40% vodka is definitely not as strong as 54 or 72% for example.
 
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MountainMonkey

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If I were to figure out how an iv drip work and how to find one, would it still be a bad idea?

If 96% will burn my veins, then I guess 72% or even 54% would be alright?

Supposing that I use a strong sleeping pill to knock me out, that I take strong antiemetics and then lay down with 1L of 72% liquor driping in my veins...

Still a bad idea? I'm asking to you too @MountainMonkey
Honestly, in my opinion, its such a bad idea that an enema full of spirytus would be a step up… but don't do that either.

If you can manage to find an IV drip then maybe you can try to find a better drug than alcohol.

If I were to guess, the burning sensation of IV administered spirytus is equal to that of injecting toilet bowl cleaner or bleach
 
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