im going to hang myself tonight

[autisticalex]

bye

 

[Cursed4ever]

SLEEP WELL
WISH YOU A PAINLESS TRAVEL
SEE YOU THERE
BIG HUG

 

[woxihuanni]

I wish you peace...

 

[TripleA]

Wish you eternal peace

 

[Huntfish34]

R.I.P. Always and Forever. Fly high.

 

[Sensei]

I hope your death will be free of pain and agony if you decide to take the final step. You've been here a very short time, though. You can get new perspectives on your situation if you talk to other members of the community. Some may have the same problems as you do.

 

[KClown]

Wish you peace.

 

[sadworld]

Good night I hope you'll find peace and safe travels

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

I hope you find the peace you deserve.

 

[autisticalex]

So tonight is the night.

After reading the survey results in the members page it saddened me to learn that the majority of people here are young and say they suffer from depression but are not taking medication and are not in therapy. I feel like all options should be tried before suicide, and that is my one request for young people on this forum is to seriously try and find appropriate support.

Another thing I am hesitant about is I'm worried my psychiatrist will get in trouble - they told me to contact them immediately if I have any suicidal thoughts as that is a rare side affect of the medication I am taking. Well the medication has really helped me and I was suicidal before then. I'm really glad they prescribed me it and don't feel like it has any impact on my decision to want to die. I can clearly think rationally as proven here.

As for me, there will never be a magic pill that will fix all my problems. People aren't born equally and it is a shame I never got to fully enjoy life. Would have liked to make lots of friends at university, studied hard to get good grades and come out with lots of good memories not be stuck here failing all my classes because I'm stupid and failing to fit in because of autism.

I'm going to a park and hanging myself on a tree I found. I planned this a few months back but never went through with it

 

[greebo6]

Good luck ,hope it goes well for you.

 

[LenkaX]

I wish you the best and I hope to join you soon.

 

[MrBlue]

So tonight is the night.

After reading the survey results in the members page it saddened me to learn that the majority of people here are young and say they suffer from depression but are not taking medication and are not in therapy. I feel like all options should be tried before suicide, and that is my one request for young people on this forum is to seriously try and find appropriate support.

Another thing I am hesitant about is I'm worried my psychiatrist will get in trouble - they told me to contact them immediately if I have any suicidal thoughts as that is a rare side affect of the medication I am taking. Well the medication has really helped me and I was suicidal before then. I'm really glad they prescribed me it and don't feel like it has any impact on my decision to want to die. I can clearly think rationally as proven here.

As for me, there will never be a magic pill that will fix all my problems. People aren't born equally and it is a shame I never got to fully enjoy life. Would have liked to make lots of friends at university, studied hard to get good grades and come out with lots of good memories not be stuck here failing all my classes because I'm stupid and failing to fit in because of autism.

I'm going to a park and hanging myself on a tree I found. I planned this a few months back but never went through with it

I hope you find peace in whatever you decide to do. If you want someone to talk to I'd be happy to mate.

 

[autisticalex]

pussied out

I hope you find peace in whatever you decide to do. If you want someone to talk to I'd be happy to mate.

im not sure how to dm you, perhaps I dont have enough forum posts for that

 

[MrBlue]

Sorry I didn't think about that, I can talk to you on this thread or on your profile if you'd like. I don't think I can PM you either because of the number of your posts.

If anyone else knows of a way around it that would be great, I'm still pretty new myself.

 

[Lilacmoon]

good luck
i hope your bus ride is quick and painless and you find your peace.

 

[wanttodie]

I wish you the best and I hope to join you soon.

 

[MrBlue]

pussied out

You didn't pussy out, it's a massive decision to make. I know I freaked out everytime I've attempted, and I imagine most people do the same. Don't be too hard on yourself, if it wasn't your time to go just yet, then that's fine.

Obviously everyone here is in pain and wants to end it, including me, but there isn't an actual deadline beyond ones we set ourselves. It's better to do it when your completely ready than rush things and potentially risk messing up or something.

 

[fox21132113]

Hey
Sorry you are in pain. I dont think your psychiatrist would be in trouble. I never call for help and no one gets in trouble. Which medication are you on?

 

[RedRed]

pussied out

im not sure how to dm you, perhaps I dont have enough forum posts for that

Hey it's alright! This is a very big step after all. Please don't think of it as a failure. And Mr.Blue is right, there's no deadline for this. You just have to take this step again of your own accord. No pressure at all! This entire community will be here for you and will keep on supporting you, fam :'))

 

[Silvermorning]

im not sure how to dm you, perhaps I dont have enough forum posts for that

I think you need 6 (or so) posts and 24 hours for PM priviledge.