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nullatu

nullatu

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I have tied it up on the handle of the other side of the door and have also closed the door on the rope. I'm going to put a pillow case in the noose to stop it from hurting as much. Should this work?
I also want to overcome my survival instinct if case I freak out. I have beer downstairs (my dads) and have never had anything like that before. Would it be enough to overcome that instinct?

I am also going to livestream this, so PM me for details. (Sorry if this breaks any rules)

Thanks.
Kindest Regards.
Nulla.
 

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Amira

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I am not the greatest person to give you advice in this because I am intending to CTB with partial too or SN if I continue to live a little longer. However , I am struggling to black out. I am going to try and buy a better rope today. Your set up seems really good. Not sure about the pillow though. How big is it? Have you managed to black out?
 
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NotWorthLiving

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Technically speaking, as long as the noose can tighten in the correct places without breaking it should work. Just make sure to make sure it is strong enough to hold the amount of weight you want to put on it, it can tighten and you're not interrupted. If it is a thin pillowcase, I see no reason it wouldn't work
 
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letmeseethedeath

letmeseethedeath

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Aug 4, 2018
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I wish you all the luck and peace you deserve. Forgive me I'm not good in this thread but I just wanted to wish all good because all of you in SS deserve this ❤️
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
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I wouldn't know about the noose, but I do wish you peace.
 
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Bex83

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Wish I could today , good luck in getting out of this world ..
 
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therhydler

therhydler

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Dec 7, 2018
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The noose looks good, have a peaceful journey... wish I was going with you
 
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ouvreyes

ouvreyes

シシ
Oct 7, 2018
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It's a little hard to tell, but as said above, as long as it can hold your weight I imagine it should work. Also remember that it has to hold you for a while. If you can fit a pillow it should be fine, but unless it's a pretty small one I'm not sure how you would. Good luck man. Rest easy.
 
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Dec 15, 2018
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Peaceful travels dude
 
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ausboy96

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Nov 17, 2018
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Did anybody see the livestream?
 
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wanttodie

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good luck
 
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tevati

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Sep 25, 2018
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He real stream it? Just why? I hope he is in peace now.
 
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