I'm giving life another try

[HowSoonIsNow]

My SN setup is ready but since I've finished it, I've been feeling calm. I'm closer to my cat and friends now and I've been talking to this girl who is interested in me.
Today, I went to this beautiful place and I watched the sunset while listening to one of my favorite albums, I felt so calm..like I've never felt before, I shared lovely words with my favorite person.
I'm superstitious, I think this might be a sign that I should try again.
I'm sorry if I wasted your time guys..

 

[muffin222]

Yes, please do try again if the desire and hope is there You didn't waste anyone's time- we're happy to have had you here.
I wish you the very best with your recovery, and I hope things work out beautifully for you

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

People come here and work their stuff out with the support of others. Whether they work out a choice is to keep living, to ctb, or to keep thinking about either, the choice is supported. When someone chooses to live, the overwhelming response on the forum is happiness for that person, not criticism for not deciding to die and resentment for wasting time.

I'm happy for you that things are going better and you've made this decision. I anticipate you'll get lots of happy support from others as well for your decision.

 

[rt1989526]

Glad you're feeling better. I wish you the best and hope you can live a fulfilling life!

 

[Brackenshire]

Thats great @HowSoonIsNow . Best of luck

 

[TheQ22]

yay! Go for it and have a great life!

 

[Meditation guide]

I'm sorry if I wasted your time guys..

You didn't waste my time, on the contrary. You made me realize something as simple as going to the beach would probably make me feel like living, if only I could physically get around. It sounds like you had a nice quiet time in nature.
I don't get any of that but if only I could somehow... I would probably feel better.

 

[Ghost2211]

It's not a waste of time at all. It's a pleasure to have met you, we come here to heal just as often as we come here to die. I'm glad to hear life has gone in a more positive direction for you.

 

[FlyMe2TheMoon]

That's wonderful! I'm glad you're doing better. I hope you recover well and that life continues to be kind to you.

 

[Lupgevif]

No such thing as wasted time for deciding to keep living. I hope it goes well to you.

 

[Sinkinshyp]

you haven't wasted anyones time. I'm so happy things are looking up for you. I hope they continue to get better and better.. good luck with your recovery.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I'm so glad you're feeling better!

❤

 

[pickajack]

@HowSoonIsNow
We're all cheering you on!

 

[nitroautnz]

My SN setup is ready but since I've finished it, I've been feeling calm. I'm closer to my cat and friends now and I've been talking to this girl who is interested in me.
Today, I went to this beautiful place and I watched the sunset while listening to one of my favorite albums, I felt so calm..like I've never felt before, I shared lovely words with my favorite person.
I'm superstitious, I think this might be a sign that I should try again.
I'm sorry if I wasted your time guys..

Im happy for you that you think you can give life another chance. All the best with your recovery!

 

[Sk1n1M1n]

I'm glad your feeling better, you haven't wasted my time keep fighting :)

 

[LonelyDude15]

I'm strangely in basically the exact same situation I got a rope and everything but I've met a guy recently and feel closer to my friends than I have before. Maybe I'll give this another chance

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Glad you're feeling better! Hold on to that feeling

 

[HowSoonIsNow]

Hey friends I'm back!!!
Thank you all for all the lovely messages, it means a lot to me!! I'm still struggling a little but I hope that things get actually better

 

[Squiddy]

Hey friends I'm back!!!
Thank you all for all the lovely messages, it means a lot to me!! I'm still struggling a little but I hope that things get actually better

I hope things do get better for you. I'm also trying to hang in there, but it's hard

 

[whywere]

I am SO SUPER HAPPY for you, that you are giving life Another try. I have ALWAYS had a special place in my heart for you. When I "came out" about being bi, you were so nice to me and i will never forget it. My wish is that you find a partner to enjoy a warm sunny day, the smell of roses and a fine meal together. Lots of hugs and warm wishes to you my great friend!

 

[pickajack]

Hey friends I'm back!!!
Thank you all for all the lovely messages, it means a lot to me!! I'm still struggling a little but I hope that things get actually better

Yep, it is definitely a struggle.
Proud of you! Keep going, keep hoping :)

 

[Eren]

I'm very happy for you, I hope you can recover and never need to think about ctb again.

Hugs.