I’m getting closer and closer

[LosinIt20]

Has anyone ever asked for God to show them that they have a reason to be alive ? Like just give me one reason to be here..when I ask God that question I still have bad luck everything still goes wrong. I just feel like there's no reason to keep setting myself up for failure and disappointment when I know life will never be good. It never has been. Well, my sn came last week, now I just gotta find some antiemetics. If I can't find them I'll just make 3 glasses just in case. I'm over this thing called life

 

[ExitStageLeft]

What do you do for a living, if anything?

 

[Darkhaven]

It's a waste of time asking God for anything, he couldn't care less about our needs.

 

[LosinIt20]

What do you do for a living, if anything?

I'm a CNA but I have severe depression which prevents me from being able to keep my job. Got let go until I finish therapy which will be never

 

[Jean4]

No. Since I don't believe in God. I do believe in free will, and if you want to make changes, you have to do it yourself. That doesn't mean change is possible. It just means that I believe an imaginary friend in the sky is going to help in any way, shape, or form.

 

[ExitStageLeft]

I'm a CNA but I have severe depression which prevents me from being able to keep my job. Got let go until I finish therapy which will be never

Have you considered trying to get into an intentional community/"commune"?

You have a relevant, a necessary skillset in this crisis. You have everything you need to survive in your hands. If it is meaning and structure you crave, and you truly are prepared to wholly break from the artificial life you have been boxed into by society, research intentional communities. Reach out to them. They could always use health help.

Would it be dangerous? Life is always dangerous. But if you aren't in a lease you can't break or married with children... you should do it.

 

[LosinIt20]

Have you considered trying to get into an intentional community/"commune"?

You have a relevant, a necessary skillset in this crisis. You have everything you need to survive in your hands. If it is meaning and structure you crave, and you truly are prepared to wholly break from the artificial life you have been boxed into by society, research intentional communities. Reach out to them. They could always use health help.

Would it be dangerous? Life is always dangerous. But if you aren't in a lease you can't break or married with children... you should do it.

I've never heard of that. Intentional communities. Is that something available in the US ?

 

[PrettyMoose]

Humans have searched for the reason we're here since the beginning of humanity. There are many guesses but no concrete reason. That is the tragedy of life, being wired to search for meaning in a universe that doesn't give a single fuck about us.

 

[ExitStageLeft]

I've never heard of that. Intentional communities. Is that something available in the US ?

Communities by Country - Foundation for Intentional Community

Communities by Country

www.ic.org

Some are religious. Some are politically radical. Some are humanitarian. Some require you to be voted into the community. Some do not. It has to at least be worth looking into for someone with your skillset.

 

[Isittimetogonola]

Everyday I ask the world to just say something, show me something that it wants me here. So far, it has not answered. The day I dont even think of that question will be my day to leave. It is coming faster and faster.