I’m genuinely sorry.

[sunny.sativa]

For those that know of it, I upset many people with my thread earlier. I unintentionally targeted individuals on this forum and made them feel even worse.

I'm very sorry.

This can be deleted, ignored, reported or argued, but I apologize for being an asshole. Sometimes I think I mindlessly hurt other people to "get back" at the world for hurting me. I don't wish anything but the best for everyone here. I don't expect forgiveness or even responses. I just want you to know that I really am sorry.


Peace, friends..

 

[Raggas]

You are forgiven.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

For those that know of it, I upset many people with my thread earlier. I unintentionally targeted individuals on this forum and made them feel even worse.

I'm very sorry.

This can be deleted, ignored, reported or argued, but I apologize for being an asshole. Sometimes I think I mindlessly hurt other people to "get back" at the world for hurting me. I don't wish anything but the best for everyone here. I don't expect forgiveness or even responses. I just want you to know that I really am sorry.


Peace, friends..

Hey mate it's ok. I know the feeling. I believe I'm slightly autistic and so I unintentionally hurt peoples feelings A LOT. What is clear to me was said as a joke or when I'm trying to compliment someone I get my words mixed up and so people think I'm insulting them when I'm not trying to. It sucks

 

[Jean Améry]

No worries. We're all fallible humans after all and anyone who ends up here must experience a great deal of stress, anxiety and pain. It's understandable to lash out at others when one experiences great inner turmoil or was wronged by others. Of course this does not make it appropriate or rational but it's clear your realize that. That's all that needed to be said about that. It takes courage to admit one was wrong about something and apologize. I commend you for it.

Perhaps I worded my initial message to you wrongly: I really did not mean to question the validity of you being here at all. I would never do that with anyone as I cannot possibly know what they're going through and what their circumstances are. Plus why would I judge others when I'm clearly far from perfect and hurting myself?

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

For those that know of it, I upset many people with my thread earlier. I unintentionally targeted individuals on this forum and made them feel even worse.

I'm very sorry.

This can be deleted, ignored, reported or argued, but I apologize for being an asshole. Sometimes I think I mindlessly hurt other people to "get back" at the world for hurting me. I don't wish anything but the best for everyone here. I don't expect forgiveness or even responses. I just want you to know that I really am sorry.


Peace, friends..

It's cool that you apologized. For me … you didn't hurt my feelings.

 

[sunny.sativa]

Hey mate it's ok. I know the feeling. I believe I'm slightly autistic and so I unintentionally hurt peoples feelings A LOT. What is clear to me was said as a joke or when I'm trying to compliment someone I get my words mixed up and so people think I'm insulting them when I'm not trying to. It sucks

Ahhgghhh, that must be so frustrating. I'm sorry to hear that. This MIGHT be a stupid idea, but I thought, do you read? Books, papers, anything?
I figured maybe reading would help your brain form the sentences that you want to say, instead of mixing up the words without your permission!
My brother has been diagnosed with mild Aspergers, so I don't know too much about what exactly you're experiencing, his may not be so severe...

 

[Alchemist]

It's alright, everyone has bad days and need to ven in some way or another. Glad you feel better now. You're a good doggo in my book.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

Ahhgghhh, that must be so frustrating. I'm sorry to hear that. This MIGHT be a stupid idea, but I thought, do you read? Books, papers, anything?
I figured maybe reading would help your brain form the sentences that you want to say, instead of mixing up the words without your permission!
My brother has been diagnosed with mild Aspergers, so I don't know too much about what exactly you're experiencing, his may not be so severe...

Ya I read, a lot actually. Sometimes it comes out and the message I'm trying to construe comes out clearly but other times it doesn't. Example: I had gotten in trouble for not washing a car properly at a previous job, so I wanted to make sure I did it right this time, I asked both my boss and the guy I had washed it for "is it up to your standards or do you want me to wash it again"?
WHAT DO YOU MEAN IS IT UP TO MY STANDARDS ALL I WANT IS IT CLEAN FOR THE CUSTOMER?
I backed up here and just said quietly that I was just trying to do my best and then he went and complained to the general manager that I was condescending and rude. Things like that. To you I assume you can see his point of view in my wording but to me, it was a genuine question

 

[sunny.sativa]

Ya I read, a lot actually. Sometimes it comes out and the message I'm trying to construe comes out clearly but other times it doesn't. Example: I had gotten in trouble for not washing a car properly at a previous job, so I wanted to make sure I did it right this time, I asked both my boss and the guy I had washed it for "is it up to your standards or do you want me to wash it again"?
WHAT DO YOU MEAN IS IT UP TO MY STANDARDS ALL I WANT IS IT CLEAN FOR THE CUSTOMER?
I backed up here and just said quietly that I was just trying to do my best and then he went and complained to the general manager that I was condescending and rude. Things like that. To you I assume you can see his point of view in my wording but to me, it was a genuine question

I see your point. I think I do the same thing, darlin, and many people do.. don't be too hard on yourself.

It's alright, everyone has bad days and need to ven in some way or another. Glad you feel better now. You're a good doggo in my book.

That means a lot! Thank you, kind one.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

No problem. This forum is more about advocacy than anything, ie. the members here support the right to die under certain circumstances, and not so much that we're all ready to hurl ourselves off a bridge at a moment's notice. There are likely many members who would benefit from connecting with someone and don't truly want to die in their heart of hearts. I'd rather they seek attention and get some (online) companionship than ctb, even if some of their threads come off a bit childish/needy.

 

[sunny.sativa]

No problem. This forum is more about advocacy than anything, ie. the members here support the right to die under certain circumstances, and not so much that we're all ready to hurl ourselves off a bridge at a moment's notice. There are likely many members who would benefit from connecting with someone and don't truly want to die in their heart of hearts. I'd rather they seek attention and get some (online) companionship than ctb, even if some of their threads come off a bit childish/needy.

This makes sense and I agree. I don't even think I was truly mad about it. Just found something to bitch about.

 

[WaterUnder]

Paraphrasing you, "Hurt people hurt people". It's impressive that you have the grace to apologize. It shows character as well as compassion.

No worries.

Btw: is that a MinPin or a Chihuahua?

 

[sunny.sativa]

Paraphrasing you, "Hurt people hurt people". It's impressive that you have the grace to apologize. It shows character as well as compassion.

No worries.

Btw: is that a MinPin or a Chihuahua?

Thank you for your response.. I have NO idea what my avatar is lolll I found it on the internet SOMEWHERE, I forget. I have a myriad of funny dog memes similar to it and I struggled to pick just one for this website

 

[WaterUnder]

Thank you for your response.. I have NO idea what my avatar is lolll I found it on the internet SOMEWHERE, I forget. I have a myriad of funny dog memes similar to it and I struggled to pick just one for this website

Cute, whatever it is. (I love when dogs smile).

 

[Deleted member 1768]

For those that know of it, I upset many people with my thread earlier. I unintentionally targeted individuals on this forum and made them feel even worse.

I'm very sorry.

This can be deleted, ignored, reported or argued, but I apologize for being an asshole. Sometimes I think I mindlessly hurt other people to "get back" at the world for hurting me. I don't wish anything but the best for everyone here. I don't expect forgiveness or even responses. I just want you to know that I really am sorry.


Peace, friends..

Sativa I have gone on the rampage once...it was terrible and mighty...I do not think you need to concern yourself about that here. We are all subject to such moments, a profound despair that lashes against the world is a given on this site. We are here preparing to die. The reasons we have for being here, though disparate, bare the same emotional pain. No worries...Sativa...no worries.

 

[sunny.sativa]

Sativa I have gone on the rampage once...it was terrible and mighty...I do not think you need to concern yourself about that here. We are all subject to such moments, a profound despair that lashes against the world is a given on this site. We are here preparing to die. The reasons we have for being here, though disparate, bare the same emotional pain. No worries...Sativa...no worries.

Thank you very much for the kind words, they helped more than you know. :)

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Thank you very much for the kind words, they helped more than you know. :)

Oh Sativa...they merely the truth no more than that...(((Hugs))) my friend...((hugs)).

 

[noonetoo]

I hope you don't mind but I went snooping. I can relate to you on this. Sometimes it feels like people like to make assumptions and it's easy for us to get triggered. I'm not sure if I'm using the right words but I also hate how it's so hard to say how you feel without offending anyone. And it even sucks, I've seen people here hold grudges. Not sure if it's my own paranoia but I really notice when a certain someone hits the like button of shorter or simple comments but they skip over me. I wish people could be more welcoming on here. I've meant no harm even though I seem very opinionated, it's really hard to avoid being so. I wish people didn't take offense to what I write too. My overthinking likes to make me contradict myself. I tend to change my opinions from negative to positive, back and forth based off my mood.

Ugh sorry I took your post and vented about myself.

Aaaaah, I freaking hate that I do that.

Point is, sending you hugs, hope you feel better :).

 

[sunny.sativa]

I hope you don't mind but I went snooping. I can relate to you on this. Sometimes it feels like people like to make assumptions and it's easy for us to get triggered. I'm not sure if I'm using the right words but I also hate how it's so hard to say how you feel without offending anyone. And it even sucks, I've seen people here hold grudges. Not sure if it's my own paranoia but I really notice when a certain someone hits the like button of shorter or simple comments but they skip over me. I wish people could be more welcoming on here. I've meant no harm even though I seem very opinionated, it's really hard to avoid being so. I wish people didn't take offense to what I write too. My overthinking likes to make me contradict myself. I tend to change my opinions from negative to positive, back and forth based off my mood.

Ugh sorry I took your post and vented about myself.

Aaaaah, I freaking hate that I do that.

Point is, sending you hugs, hope you feel better :).

Darlin, you're fine! Don't apologize, I really appreciate your response. At least you left one, some people play hopscotch over my posts as well, I'm sure. Let's not let it bother us, their attention doesn't define our importance <3
My mood changes my opinions and responsive actions, too.. and they can change on a dime ...