Venting I’m fucking done

[urmom]

I can't take it anymore I have no talent no hobby no skills no social life and I'm failing school I don't have a likable personality and everything is so empty I always feel so empty I'm always stuck delusional derealizing because it made me so happy I never left emptiness in that sate but now I feel empty even when I'm derealized I can't do this anymore I'm so lost I'm so empty they say everyone has a propose in life but then what's mine? To die?

 

[Kempel556]

I can relate I tried several times to find hobbies, because people in my family told me to do so, but ended up finding them boring and I lacked the motivation to do them, I am repeating my first year of college because I flunked in every class and I spend my days daydreaming of a place where I can put my mind at ease and feel safe

 

[Chemical Animal]

I totally understand you, except I'm 28 and struggling at college and before that I was struggling at a minimum-wage job.

From 2012 to 2020 I thought I could turn my life around and achieve a comfortable and satisfying life, but ever since I was diagnosed with neurological disorders, every chance of achieving my life goals went to shit and now I have no purpose in life, everyday is just rotting in my bedroom daydreaming in my private fantasy world.

Death is my only destiny, and I don't wanna wait like 40, 50 years to reach it