Venting IM FUCKING DONE BEING A BARBIE FOR MASOCHISTIC GODS WHO WANT TO TORTUTE AND RAPE MY BODY WITH INSULTS AND HATEFUL PEOPLE

[asian.neet]

If I'm expected to get whipped over and over by life I'm fucking tired of it being in the Midwestern states or the United States and having conservative Christian parents who are part of a cult is mind fucking I tried to get away from that shit but what do you know i get a scholarship at a fucking prestigious university but I know that it's the cosmos telling me tc go kill myself because lknow I would get outed by my sister I know she hates me for being gay and will gaslight me all the way I knew it was bad news that I got in and I still went and I get fucked over by friends in the lgbt community who weren't friends at all by a cheater who won't admit that he overloaded himself
to the point of having to cheat and I tried leaving that shit by doing what T love and I fucking had a meltdown on that second campus which prompted them to kick me out I had it I am fucking done by being whipped by my abusers aka tbe higher powers I am fucking sick of this shit I want to fucking die istg I
will FUCKING DIE ON FEBRUARY ANF I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL IF I HAVE TO TO PUSH MYSELF TO KILL MYSELF I FUCKING HAD IT WITH YOU ALL I FUCKING HAD IT WITH THIS PLANET I AM DONE BEING A BARBIE THAT GETS TORTURED AND STABBED IN THE EYES AND GETTING RIPPED APART BY BOYS AKA THE HIGHER POWERS I AM FUCKING DONE MY LIFE WAS FUCKING OVER BEFORE YOU KNOW IT MY FUCKING 2020S NEVER GOT BETTER THEY NEVER DID IT ALWAYS GETS WORSE I HAD IT I HAD AUTISTIC BURNOUT IN FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL FROM BEING PUSHED IN EXTRACUTRICULARS BY PARENTS WHO DEMANDED SO MUCH FROM MY LITTLE FUCKING BODY AND MY SISTER WHO SAW ME AS AN EMBARRASMENT WHO WILL NEVER GROW UP NOBODY IN MY FAMILY TRULY LOVED ME EVEN THOUGH THEY CLOTHE FEED AND TALK TO ME I AM DONE GETTING RIPPED APART I WILL DIE ON MY BIRTHDAY AND I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL IF ANYONE SHILLS THE PRO-LIFE AGENDA

 

[MindFrog]

Fellow gay from a conservative family. Just wanna say IKR?!!!
It's scary how isolating it is that ur family can just drop you like a rock for just your sexuality.

I got disowned by my other half of my family. Trust me they don't matter in the long run if they DO disown you. I'm sorry you have to experience that. I hope you find better friends that'll support you.

 

[asian.neet]

Fellow gay from a conservative family. Just wanna say IKR?!!!
It's scary how isolating it is that ur family can just drop you like a rock for just your sexuality.

I got disowned by my other half of my family. Trust me they don't matter in the long run if they DO disown you. I'm sorry you have to experience that. I hope you find better friends that'll support you.

my parents just accepted me eventually because "im their son" type shit but not because they support the lgbt community. they also gaslit me on my sexuality which was fun before they turned around.
honestly just seeing 1/1/2024 is depressing i wish i killed myself in 2022 if i were to be honest.

 

[MindFrog]

my parents just accepted me eventually because "im their son" type shit but not because they support the lgbt community. they also gaslit me on my sexuality which was fun before they turned around.
honestly just seeing 1/1/2024 is depressing i wish i killed myself in 2022 if i were to be honest.

At least they didn't kick you out but still a shitty situation nonetheless. Maybe one day they'll finally understand.

People's minds these days are changing.. slowly but its changing.. Just dont hold your breath tho.

 

[asian.neet]

At least they didn't kick you out but still a shitty situation nonetheless. Maybe one day they'll finally understand.

People's minds these days are changing.. slowly but its changing.. Just dont hold your breath tho.

ye i understand that i already gave up on my parents im just fucking done with this shit and irl friends found my suicide status so fuck

 

[Aim]

If I'm expected to get whipped over and over by life I'm fucking tired of it being in the Midwestern states or the United States and having conservative Christian parents who are part of a cult is mind fucking I tried to get away from that shit but what do you know i get a scholarship at a fucking prestigious university but I know that it's the cosmos telling me tc go kill myself because lknow I would get outed by my sister I know she hates me for being gay and will gaslight me all the way I knew it was bad news that I got in and I still went and I get fucked over by friends in the lgbt community who weren't friends at all by a cheater who won't admit that he overloaded himself
to the point of having to cheat and I tried leaving that shit by doing what T love and I fucking had a meltdown on that second campus which prompted them to kick me out I had it I am fucking done by being whipped by my abusers aka tbe higher powers I am fucking sick of this shit I want to fucking die istg I
will FUCKING DIE ON FEBRUARY ANF I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL IF I HAVE TO TO PUSH MYSELF TO KILL MYSELF I FUCKING HAD IT WITH YOU ALL I FUCKING HAD IT WITH THIS PLANET I AM DONE BEING A BARBIE THAT GETS TORTURED AND STABBED IN THE EYES AND GETTING RIPPED APART BY BOYS AKA THE HIGHER POWERS I AM FUCKING DONE MY LIFE WAS FUCKING OVER BEFORE YOU KNOW IT MY FUCKING 2020S NEVER GOT BETTER THEY NEVER DID IT ALWAYS GETS WORSE I HAD IT I HAD AUTISTIC BURNOUT IN FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL FROM BEING PUSHED IN EXTRACUTRICULARS BY PARENTS WHO DEMANDED SO MUCH FROM MY LITTLE FUCKING BODY AND MY SISTER WHO SAW ME AS AN EMBARRASMENT WHO WILL NEVER GROW UP NOBODY IN MY FAMILY TRULY LOVED ME EVEN THOUGH THEY CLOTHE FEED AND TALK TO ME I AM DONE GETTING RIPPED APART I WILL DIE ON MY BIRTHDAY AND I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL IF ANYONE SHILLS THE PRO-LIFE AGENDA

I'm sorry you have to experience this. It's VERY unfair and mean almost!

 

[asian.neet]

I'm sorry you have to experience this. It's VERY unfair and mean almost!

The all caps was exaggerated but the point is I don't wanna get abused by the gods anymore I'm a person not a fucking ken doll to play with. And to that point I agree I'm fucking tired of this shit.