ILiveAlone
NEET
- Dec 31, 2025
- 3
It's a new year.
Before last year ended, I had a couple of people to talk to--people that I've known for months/years. A few of them I had met in the military. I planned to travel across the country to see them the first week of January. I bought a plane ticket and everything.
But at the end of December, I got blocked on everything and I'm being ignored by everyone with no explanation.
I want to lament, but it's pointless. It won't change the circumstances and it won't make me feel better. Instead, I'm just going to ignore it. This is the first time I've ever tried something like this because, usually, I'll let the situation and my feelings about it consume me; but this time around, I'm just going to distract myself until I forget.
I doubt this is the healthiest way to deal with it, but I don't care. I don't want to feel.
Before last year ended, I had a couple of people to talk to--people that I've known for months/years. A few of them I had met in the military. I planned to travel across the country to see them the first week of January. I bought a plane ticket and everything.
But at the end of December, I got blocked on everything and I'm being ignored by everyone with no explanation.
I want to lament, but it's pointless. It won't change the circumstances and it won't make me feel better. Instead, I'm just going to ignore it. This is the first time I've ever tried something like this because, usually, I'll let the situation and my feelings about it consume me; but this time around, I'm just going to distract myself until I forget.
I doubt this is the healthiest way to deal with it, but I don't care. I don't want to feel.
