Im feeling happy and it sucks

[Canttakeitanymore]

Its fucking weird because now that im closer i just dot care sbout anything so it kinda feels good but at the same time it sucks because it makes it harder to do it and then obviously if i dont do it im gonna regret later and feel like total shit again

 

[MrAsclepius]

Those who receive their SN often note that they feel relief or happiness knowing that they could exit any moment they please.

Perhaps it means you can find a way to maintain this feeling if you find the right path in life.

A comrade once told me it was the army that saved him, for being in the heat and passion of war made him want to live. Another told it was racing.

Whether or not you choose to do it anyway, ensure you aren't acting on impulse. Besides, it's not like you won't have the opportunity or will again, if only it were as easy.

 

[Canttakeitanymore]

Im smiling fuck wtf is this im supposed to hang myself

 

[PrettyMoose]

I remember hearing that the days leading up to Chester Bennington's suicide he seemed happy and full of good vibes.