Venting I’m feeling down today :(

[ThatStateOfMind]

I've spent a lot of the day sedentary, with my cat. I love and hate this cat. She's a great comfort, but she's a constant reminder of my failed relationship, and I'll probably never love like that again. I got her for me and my ex on her birthday. She's laying next to me right now.

I just feel like shit right now, and I hate life rn. I just want to feel loved again, but I don't see it ever happening again. I'm probably going to die, sad and alone.

My posts are so fucking repetitive but I just feel so awful sometimes and I miss her so much. I'll keep this one short though because not much has changed in regards to my ex.

 

[Sulyya]

Step by step... and there are a lot of steps.

 

[absolomonisgone]

Sorry to you

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be painful and hard to deal with being in that situation, I'm sorry that you suffer, life is just too cruel. But anyway, best wishes.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Thank you guys a lot! I appreciate all of you. She (my ex) told me just now that her boyfriend lied to her, again. He's been lying about the same thing for a bit now, I told her what he's lying about because my cousin told me (long story). I feel good that I can be helping but at the same time idk. I miss her and it probably isn't healthy but honestly, not much that I do is healthy.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Step by step... and there are a lot of steps.

The steps are long and hard it seems as well.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Hang in there man; I really do feel your heart can recover.