I'm feeling better?

[ancryxia]

I had a good new years and am feeling... better? A strange feeling indeed. Anyways, does anyone else find this site therapeutic? Reading everything here from people with similar experiences actually makes me not want to CTB. I feel like being here has actually kept me alive. Everybody here is so supportive, so thank you everybody for your support. Hopefully 2019 will have a good start, and if it doesn't and something happens I'll be sure to make an update. Thank you everybody, and happy new years

 

[Johnnythefox]

I'm glad you're feeling better.

 

[NotWorthLiving]

Yeah, glad you're feeling better. Happy new years to you too

 

[TiredHorse]

Very glad to hear that you're feeling... better? A question mark in that statement is something I'm quite familiar with. Uncertainty of quality as well as quantity, not wanting to hope or being sure of what direction to hope in.

But yes, this site has been theraputic for me as well, perhaps in a similar way as you have experienced: it takes the edge of wanting to ctb.

All that said, I'm glad to hear that you're still here, and that the new year has begun so well. I hope your life continues to improve.

 

[Stillnotsure]

I had a good new years and am feeling... better? A strange feeling indeed. Anyways, does anyone else find this site therapeutic? Reading everything here from people with similar experiences actually makes me not want to CTB. I feel like being here has actually kept me alive. Everybody here is so supportive, so thank you everybody for your support. Hopefully 2019 will have a good start, and if it doesn't and something happens I'll be sure to make an update. Thank you everybody, and happy new years

So happy for you! I've been worried about you since the other night. Remember this feeling. Life is a rollercoaster and has its ups and downs. But the downs help us really appreciate those ups.

 

[SiArc]

Yay, glad you are! May life go as you wish it. Much luck keeping the ball rolling up!

 

[Stillnotsure]

I had a good new years and am feeling... better? A strange feeling indeed. Anyways, does anyone else find this site therapeutic? Reading everything here from people with similar experiences actually makes me not want to CTB. I feel like being here has actually kept me alive. Everybody here is so supportive, so thank you everybody for your support. Hopefully 2019 will have a good start, and if it doesn't and something happens I'll be sure to make an update. Thank you everybody, and happy new years

I've been thinking about this since you said it last night. It's just possible that this website is keeping a few of us here because it is like group therapy. Also because this site gives us a task each day. We want to check it, read it, and talk to each other. In a healthy way being on here is better than any therapy we could try because we arent being censored. We can tell each other all our deep dark thoughts without fear of retaliation.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

I had a good new years and am feeling... better? A strange feeling indeed. Anyways, does anyone else find this site therapeutic? Reading everything here from people with similar experiences actually makes me not want to CTB. I feel like being here has actually kept me alive. Everybody here is so supportive, so thank you everybody for your support. Hopefully 2019 will have a good start, and if it doesn't and something happens I'll be sure to make an update. Thank you everybody, and happy new years

Glad to hear that you're feeling better. Long may it continue.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

I've been thinking about this since you said it last night. It's just possible that this website is keeping a few of us here because it is like group therapy. Also because this site gives us a task each day. We want to check it, read it, and talk to each other. In a healthy way being on here is better than any therapy we could try because we arent being censored. We can tell each other all our deep dark thoughts without fear of retaliation.

Well-said. Being here is way better than any therapy I've done with therapists. They look at me like I'm a nutjob who should be sectioned if I mention CTB. Therapists in general are very judgemental, while here we can vent to people who understand us. I really wish I'd discovered this site sooner when I was going through a major depressive episode.

 

[AndyCurious]

Well-said. Being here is way better than any therapy I've done with therapists. They look at me like I'm a nutjob who should be sectioned if I mention CTB. Therapists in general are very judgemental, while here we can vent to people who understand us. I really wish I'd discovered this site sooner when I was going through a major depressive episode.

Better late than never ;)

 

[iHeartRockArt]

So glad to hear your somewhat better. Definitely understand the question there too. I hope this path continues for you and you find the peace you deserve in your life.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

Better late than never ;)

True dat. :)

 

[hemonpath]

I'm actually here on this site especially because I'm betwixt ending it all and knowing that I have found a new personality trait: No matter what tragedy I will always be ready to clean my room and try to be ok.

Philosophically, though, I know that I want to die, and that's why I'm here, but really dude, I understand the feel where you've had a great time and still know that you want to go.