I'm Exhausted.

[Astronica]

I am so ready to end it. I found out I'm autistic, which makes sense for my lack of ability to communicate with other people effectively. With my issues, I am finding it hard to hold a job. I am tired of being a burden and I Just want out of here as quickly and as painlessly as possible. I have to wait a bit until I move out of the family home, but I am biding my time until then. There's so much that's gone on in my life. I don't really know what all to say in a post.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, it's certainly understandable feeling so tired of suffering in this existence.

 

[username8888]

I am so ready to end it. I found out I'm autistic, which makes sense for my lack of ability to communicate with other people effectively. With my issues, I am finding it hard to hold a job. I am tired of being a burden and I Just want out of here as quickly and as painlessly as possible. I have to wait a bit until I move out of the family home, but I am biding my time until then. There's so much that's gone on in my life. I don't really know what all to say in a post.

Everytime I get anxious I try to eat only lentils and water as much as I can. I avoid junk food. That makes me calm. It is what works for me.

 

[Astronica]

Thank you for the tips. I barely eat as it is))

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

I have aspergers and have difficulty communicating with people too, it causes too many problems and I tend to socially isolate because of it . People don't understand it and think I'm weird.
I hope you find peace when the time comes., I'll be gone soon too.

 

[Blue Elephant]

@Astronica That's alright. You can say anything that you want in a post. We're here and we don't judge. At least we try. : )

How are you autistic? You say that you have communication problems?

 

[Astronica]

Yes, I just recently learned.

 

[Blue Elephant]

Well I don't think being autistic is necessarily a bad thing, it's considered a .. handicap by normies but this only is according to their definitions and most of their world is made up. They have many many flaws too and I think theirs are real.

Correct me if I'm wrong but aren't autistic people defficient in something but highly efficient in something else?

And when you think about it .. aren't most people like that? Good at something and bad at something else?

 

[Astronica]

Lol I don't see anything I'm "efficient" in, but I might just not see it. Generally yes, autistic people have specialized interests.

 

[Blue Elephant]

Lol I don't see anything I'm "efficient" in, but I might just not see it. Generally yes, autistic people have specialized interests.

I think so too. I think you don't see it yet, sometimes it takes time to discover your interests. : )