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penginwrist
Don't look at me that way, mama.
- Jul 25, 2024
- 9
I'm such a pushover. All I do is try to help people be happy and cheer them up, but I always switch personalities around every single person. I can't even tell who I am. I just want my friends to be happy but it's killing me. I plan to CTB on January or March. I'm gonna feel horrible doing it though, I hate my life but I love my mother, friends and my cats, But everything else other than that sucks. I want my pain to stop though, it's so tiring to even walk or talk. I just want to rest forever without pain or being forced to do something. It doesn't help that I'm extremely unattractive, big button nose, big eyes with bad vision, gross eyebrows, ugly mouth, bad hair. I cant look at myself in the mirror without feeling horrible. I just want to be at peace. :-(. I'm.not talented
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